The Life of Tolstoy: First Fifty Years: Fifth EditionMaude, Aylmer
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The Life of Tolstoy: First Fifty Years: Fifth Edition
Maude, Aylmer
Tolstoy, Leo, graf, 1828-1910
When Tolstoy was eight years old the family moved to Moscow for his
elder brothers' education. The following summer they lost their father,
who, having gone to Toúla on business, fell down in the street on his
way to visit his friend Temeshóf, and died of apoplexy. What money he
had with him was stolen, but some unnegotiable bonds were brought back
to the Tolstoys in Moscow by an unknown beggar. The funeral took place
at Yásnaya Polyána; and Leo, who did not attend it, long fancied that
his father was not really dead. Looking at the faces of strangers in
the streets of Moscow, he felt almost certain he might at any moment
meet him alive again.
This event brought the problems of life and death vividly to the boy's
mind, and nine months later the impression was intensified by the
death of his grandmother, who never recovered from the shock of her
son's death. Hers was the first death Tolstoy witnessed, and he never
forgot the horror he felt when, as she lay dying of dropsy, he was
admitted to kiss her swollen white hand and saw her, dressed in white,
lying motionless on a high white bed. But he says:
I remember that new jackets of black material, braided with white,
were made for all of us. It was dreadful to see the undertakers'
men hanging about near the house, and then bringing in the coffin,
with its lid covered with glazed brocade, and my grandmother's
stern face, with its Roman nose, and her white cap and the white
kerchief on her neck, lying high in the coffin on the table; and
it was sad to see the tears of our aunts and of Páshenka; but yet
the new braided jackets and the soothing attitude adopted towards
us by those around, gratified us.... I remember how pleasant it
was to me to overhear during the funeral the conversation of some
gossiping female guests, who said, 'Complete orphans; their father
only lately dead, and now the grandmother gone too.'
Some time after this, an event occurred that is recorded on the first
page of Tolstoy's _Confession_:
I remember how, when I was about eleven, a boy Vladímir Milútin
(long since dead), a Grammar School pupil, visited us one Sunday
and announced as the latest novelty a discovery made at his School.
The discovery was that there is no God, and all that we are taught
about Him is a mere invention. I remember how interested my elder
brothers were in this news. They called me to their council and
we all, I remember, became animated, and accepted the news as
something very interesting and fully possible.
Various stories have been preserved relating to Tolstoy's boyhood, and
some of them are sufficiently characteristic to be worth repeating.
One incident which made a strong impression on the lad, keenly
sensitive as he always was to any shade of injustice, was the following:
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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