But while the last word was in my ears, the whole group vanished, and
there was nothing between me and the Chinese printed folding-screen
that stood before the door. I was cold and trembling; I could only
totter forward and throw myself on the sofa. This strange new power had
manifested itself again . . . But _was_ it a power? Might it not rather
be a disease--a sort of intermittent delirium, concentrating my energy
of brain into moments of unhealthy activity, and leaving my saner hours
all the more barren? I felt a dizzy sense of unreality in what my eye
rested on; I grasped the bell convulsively, like one trying to free
himself from nightmare, and rang it twice. Pierre came with a look of
alarm in his face.
"Monsieur ne se trouve pas bien?" he said anxiously.
"I'm tired of waiting, Pierre," I said, as distinctly and emphatically
as I could, like a man determined to be sober in spite of wine; "I'm
afraid something has happened to my father--he's usually so punctual.
Run to the Hotel des Bergues and see if he is there."
Pierre left the room at once, with a soothing "Bien, Monsieur"; and I
felt the better for this scene of simple, waking prose. Seeking to calm
myself still further, I went into my bedroom, adjoining the _salon_,
and opened a case of eau-de-Cologne; took out a bottle; went through
the process of taking out the cork very neatly, and then rubbed the
reviving spirit over my hands and forehead, and under my nostrils,
drawing a new delight from the scent because I had procured it by slow
details of labour, and by no strange sudden madness. Already I had
begun to taste something of the horror that belongs to the lot of a
human being whose nature is not adjusted to simple human conditions.
Still enjoying the scent, I returned to the salon, but it was not
unoccupied, as it had been before I left it. In front of the Chinese
folding-screen there was my father, with Mrs. Filmore on his right
hand, and on his left--the slim, blond-haired girl, with the keen face
and the keen eyes fixed on me in half-smiling curiosity.
"Well, Latimer, you thought me long," my father said . . .
I heard no more, felt no more, till I became conscious that I was lying
with my head low on the sofa, Pierre, and my father by my side. As soon
as I was thoroughly revived, my father left the room, and presently
returned, saying--
"I've been to tell the ladies how you are, Latimer. They were waiting
in the next room. We shall put off our shopping expedition to-day."
Presently he said, "That young lady is Bertha Grant, Mrs. Filmore's
orphan niece. Filmore has adopted her, and she lives with them, so
you will have her for a neighbour when we go home--perhaps for a near
relation; for there is a tenderness between her and Alfred, I suspect,
and I should be gratified by the match, since Filmore means to provide
for her in every way as if she were his daughter. It had not occurred
to me that you knew nothing about her living with the Filmores."
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