I always shrank from the sight of a new person, and all the more when
it was a person whose mental life was likely to weary my reluctant
insight with worldly ignorant trivialities. But I shrank especially
from the sight of this new maid, because her advent had been announced
to me at a moment to which I could not cease to attach some fatality:
I had a vague dread that I should find her mixed up with the dreary
drama of my life--that some new sickening vision would reveal her to
me as an evil genius. When at last I did unavoidably meet her, the
vague dread was changed into definite disgust. She was a tall, wiry,
dark-eyed woman, this Mrs. Archer, with a face handsome enough to
give her coarse hard nature the odious finish of bold, self-confident
coquetry. That was enough to make me avoid her, quite apart from the
contemptuous feeling with which she contemplated me. I seldom saw her;
but I perceived that she rapidly became a favourite with her mistress,
and, after the lapse of eight or nine months, I began to be aware that
there had arisen in Bertha's mind towards this woman a mingled feeling
of fear and dependence, and that this feeling was associated with
ill-defined images of candle-light scenes in her dressing-room, and the
locking-up of something in Bertha's cabinet. My interviews with my wife
had become so brief and so rarely solitary, that I had no opportunity
of perceiving these images in her mind with more definiteness. The
recollections of the past become contracted in the rapidity of thought
till they sometimes bear hardly a more distinct resemblance to the
external reality than the forms of an oriental alphabet to the objects
that suggested them.
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