I followed him to the chamber where death was hovering. The dark
hangings of the large bed made a background that gave a strong relief
to Bertha's pale face as I entered. She started forward as she saw me
enter, and then looked at Meunier with an expression of angry inquiry;
but he lifted up his hand as if to impose silence, while he fixed his
glance on the dying woman and felt her pulse. The face was pinched
and ghastly, a cold perspiration was on the forehead, and the eyelids
were lowered so as to conceal the large dark eyes. After a minute or
two, Meunier walked round to the other side of the bed where Bertha
stood, and with his usual air of gentle politeness towards her begged
her to leave the patient under our care--everything should be done for
her--she was no longer in a state to be conscious of an affectionate
presence. Bertha was hesitating, apparently almost willing to believe
his assurance and to comply. She looked round at the ghastly dying
face, as if to read the confirmation of that assurance, when for a
moment the lowered eyelids were raised again, and it seemed as if the
eyes were looking towards Bertha, but blankly. A shudder passed through
Bertha's frame, and she returned to her station near the pillow,
tacitly implying that she would not leave the room.
The eyelids were lifted no more. Once I looked at Bertha as she watched
the face of the dying one. She wore a rich _peignoir_, and her blond
hair was half covered by a lace cap: in her attire she was, as always,
an elegant woman, fit to figure in a picture of modern aristocratic
life: but I asked myself how that face of hers could ever have seemed
to me the face of a woman born of woman, with memories of childhood,
capable of pain, needing to be fondled? The features at that moment
seemed so preternaturally sharp, the eyes were so hard and eager--she
looked like a cruel immortal, finding her spiritual feast in the
agonies of a dying race. For across those hard features there came
something like a flash when the last hour had been breathed out, and
we all felt that the dark veil had completely fallen. What secret was
there between Bertha and this woman? I turned my eyes from her with a
horrible dread lest my insight should return, and I should be obliged
to see what had been breeding about two unloving women's hearts. I felt
that Bertha had been watching for the moment of death as the sealing of
her secret: I thanked Heaven it could remain sealed for me.
Meunier said quietly, "She is gone." He then gave his arm to Bertha,
and she submitted to be led out of the room.
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