I suppose it was at her order that two female attendants came into
the room, and dismissed the younger one who had been present before.
When they entered, Meunier had already opened the artery in the long
thin neck that lay rigid on the pillow, and I dismissed them, ordering
them to remain at a distance till we rang: the doctor, I said, had an
operation to perform--he was not sure about the death. For the next
twenty minutes I forgot everything but Meunier and the experiment in
which he was so absorbed, that I think his senses would have been
closed against all sounds or sights which had no relation to it. It
was my task at first to keep up the artificial respiration in the body
after the transfusion had been effected, but presently Meunier relieved
me, and I could see the wondrous slow return of life; the breast began
to heave, the inspirations became stronger, the eyelids quivered,
and the soul seemed to have returned beneath them. The artificial
respiration was withdrawn: still the breathing continued, and there was
a movement of the lips.
Just then I heard the handle of the door moving: I suppose Bertha had
heard from the women that they had been dismissed: probably a vague
fear had arisen in her mind, for she entered with a look of alarm. She
came to the foot of the bed and gave a stifled cry.
The dead woman's eyes were wide open, and met hers in full
recognition-- the recognition of hate. With a sudden strong effort, the
hand that Bertha had thought for ever still was pointed towards her,
and the haggard face moved. The gasping eager voice said--
"You mean to poison your husband . . . the poison is in the black
cabinet . . . I got it for you . . . you laughed at me, and told lies
about me behind my back, to make me disgusting . . . because you were
jealous . . . are you sorry . . . now?"
The lips continued to murmur, but the sounds were no longer distinct.
Soon there was no sound--only a slight movement: the flame had leaped
out, and was being extinguished the faster. The wretched woman's
heart-strings had been set to hatred and vengeance; the spirit of
life had swept the chords for an instant, and was gone again for ever.
Great God! Is this what it is to live again . . . to wake up with our
unstilled thirst upon us, with our unuttered curses rising to our lips,
with our muscles ready to act out their half-committed sins?
Bertha stood pale at the foot of the bed, quivering and helpless,
despairing of devices, like a cunning animal whose hiding-places are
surrounded by swift-advancing flame. Even Meunier looked paralysed;
life for that moment ceased to be a scientific problem to him. As for
me, this scene seemed of one texture with the rest of my existence:
horror was my familiar, and this new revelation was only like an old
pain recurring with new circumstances.
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