Christian life -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Paranormal fiction; Short stories, English
“Now I do not know how to explain myself, but I was conscious that
across this material world of light and colour there cut a plane of the
spiritual world, and that where the planes crossed I could look through
and see what was beyond. It was like smoke cutting across a sunbeam.
Each made the other visible.
“Well, this figure of a man, then, was kneeling in the air, that is the
only way I can describe it––his face was turned towards me, but upwards.
Now the most curious thing that struck me at the time was that he was,
as it were, leaning at a sharp angle to one side; but it did not appear
to be grotesque. Instead the world seemed tilted; the chestnut tree was
out of the perpendicular; the wall out of the horizontal. The true level
was that of the man.
“I know this sounds foolish, but it showed me how the world of spirits
was the real world, and the world of sense comparatively unreal, just as
the sorrow of the woman behind me was more real than the beams overhead.
“And again, compared with the kneeling figure, the chestnut tree and the
gate seemed unsubstantial and shadowy. I know that men who see visions
tell us that it is usually the other way. All I can say is that it was
not so with me. This figure was kneeling, as I have said; his robe
streamed away behind him––a great cloak––drawn tightly back from the
shoulders, as if he were battling with a strong wind––the Wind of Grace,
I suppose, that always blows from the Throne. His arms were stretched
out in front of him, but opened sufficiently to let me see his face; and
his face will be with me till I die, and please God afterwards. It was
beardless, and bore the unmistakable character of a priest’s face.
“Now you know how close the intensest pain and the intensest joy lie
together. Their lines so nearly meet. In this man’s face they did meet.
Anguish and ecstasy were one. His eyes were open, his lips parted. I
could not tell whether he was old or young. His face was ageless, as the
faces of all are who look upon Him who inhabits eternity. He was
praying. I can say no more than that. He had opened his heart to this
woman’s sorrow. He had made it his own: and it met there, in petition if
you wish to call it so, or in resignation if you prefer that name for
it, or in adoration––you may call it what you will––all that is true,
but each is inadequate––but that sorrow met there with his own purified
will, which itself had become one with the eternal will of God. I tell
you I know it.
“I looked at him, and in my ears was a sobbing from the room behind; but
as I looked the glory of anguish deepened on his face, and the sobbing
behind me slackened and ceased, and I heard a whispering and the name of
God and of His Son, and then the sight before me had passed; and there
stood the chestnut tree again as real and as beautiful as before; and
when I turned the woman was standing up, and the light of conquest was
in her eyes.
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