British -- France -- Fiction; French -- England -- Fiction; Love stories
“She has special difficulties,” he said slowly. “You see some of them
already. You remember what you said to me long ago about her beauty and
bravery, and her danger. It was all true. I’ve seen it now myself. And
you wanted me to help her. You felt sure that if I knew her I’d want to
help her. Well, I do. You must trust us both. For what I have to tell
you now is that I can best help her by showing you how you can.”
Alix’s eyes, widened by the unshed tears, gazed at him. “I help her by
not being with her?”
“Yes, by not being another difficulty, and the greatest of all.”
“And for how long must I be removed?”
“Until you are old enough to be free.”
“Until I marry?”
“Marry, or get the freedom of the English girl; the right to choose
whether you’ll marry or not.”
“But how can I marry if I am in England. Is it to have me marry there
that Maman removes me? Because,” said Alix—and her voice, tearless now,
dropped to an iron note—“that will never be.”
Poor madame Vervier and her hopes! Giles continued to play her hand as
best he could. “You wouldn’t be made to marry in England against your
will. You might meet someone you cared for enough. How can you tell?”
“Cared for enough! To leave Maman! To leave France!” Alix held her head
high and stared before her, facing this confirmation of her fears. And
suddenly, her last words echoing too unbearably in her heart, he saw her
lips tremble; part; and the tears, at last, helplessly ran down her
cheeks.
“Oh—my dear little Alix—don’t grieve like that,” Giles implored. “Of
course you won’t leave them;—unless you come to feel that you care so
much for someone that you can.—And it would never be really to leave.
And while you’re over there, can’t we count a little for you? Can’t I
count? You know how much I care for you. I’ll do my best to make you
happy.”
Alix shook her head. “It is not that,” she uttered brokenly.
“What is it, then? You shan’t be married against your will.” Giles tried
to smile at her.
“It is not that,” Alix repeated. “Already you are too good to me. You
are unbelievably good to me.—It is Maman.” Alix put her hand up to her
eyes and hid her tears from him as she walked. “It is Maman.—How can
she bear to let me go?—How can I bear to be parted from her; far away;
hardly seeing her; until I am old?”
CHAPTER XIV
“Then she is coming back. I am so glad. I was afraid, from things she
said, once or twice, about herself, about her life in France with her
mother, that she might not be coming,” said Toppie.
She and Giles sat up on the ridge where the junipers grew. The
pine-woods were behind them; below were the birches in their autumnal
dress of bronze and gold; and brooding over all a sky of dusty rose. It
was the evening of the hottest September day and the breeze hardly
stirred the spices of the pines.
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