Christmas stories; Love stories; Soldiers -- Fiction; Widows -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
He never once found her out. There was invariably a welcome for him. He
would take his seat by the fire in the quiet room and watch her sewing
till the darkness deepened and the lamp had to be brought out. It didn't
seem to matter much whether he talked or was silent; her contentment
seemed complete when he was there. She made no effort to entertain him,
which was the best proof of their friendship. She was perfectly willing
that he should ignore her, if that was his mood, by reading the paper or
playing with the children.
Though she made no effort to entertain him, the entire household had
re-organised itself in readiness for his sharp _rat-a-tat_. Everyone,
without expressing the fact, recognised that it was nice to have a man
about the house. When one rose in the morning, there was something to
which to look forward now. A man dropping in, even occasionally, gave
this group of women a sense of protection and of contact with the
unwidowed world.
To Robbie and Joan he stood for something midway between a big
brother and a pal. They had sharp rivalries as to who should light his
cigarette. It wasn't easy for him to grip the box between his knees
and strike the match with only one hand. They watched him and by
anticipating his wishes tried to constitute themselves his missing hand.
When they were with him, the little lady withdrew into the background,
making herself so still and self-effacing that it scarcely seemed that
he had come to see her. It was as though she had three children; he
appeared to be their friend much more than hers. He would carry them
off to the Zoo, to matinees or to see the Christmas toys in the West End
shops. Sometimes she would accompany them; more often she would listen
to their adventures when they had returned. But she never was really
left out. While they were absent from her, she formed the main topic of
conversation. Of this she was well aware; if she had not been, she would
not have been so happy.
In a way she derived more pleasure from staying at home and picturing
them laughing through the crowded streets, going into tea-shops, riding
in taxis and coming back through the dusk together. The children looked
so proud in their sole possession of a man, especially of a soldier who
had been wounded. Had their father come through the war, that was how
they would have looked in his company. She was glad that they should get
away from skirts. He could give them something which it was not in her
power to give, however much she loved them. She was only a woman. Her
reward followed when they returned a little conscience-stricken at
having left her, bringing with them a present as indisputable proof that
she had been remembered.
One evening in talking with her after the children had been put to bed,
he asked her if she didn't think she ought to go out more often.
“I know I ought.”
“Then why don't you?”
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