The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
“So many reasons.... There’s my mother. There’s the vestibule of the
Presbyterian church, if you know what I mean.” She nodded her
understanding. “There are all the things that have come down from
Plymouth Rock.... There is something in me, something I can’t get rid
of, that is a result of all these things, which makes me hold back from
marrying a girl who—with whom I have—who has been to me what Andree has
been.... And there is _you_.” He uttered the last sentence defiantly.
“That isn’t fair—it isn’t _fair_! You have no business to say such a
thing to me.... You’re the most tremendously selfish man I have ever
met.”
“Selfish!”
“In this whole thing you are thinking of nobody but yourself. You
haven’t thought of Andree—and then you—you say such things
without—considering me.”
“I do think of Andree,” he said, quickly. “I’m afraid—for her. I can’t
bear to think of making her unhappy.... And you—It’s a confused mess,
Maude!...” He leaned across the table. “Maude, if there was no other
woman in my life—if Andree were a thing of the past—would you marry me?”
She stared at him, biting her lips. “Ken Ware,” she said, “that is the
most impertinent—and selfish—question a man ever asked.... Don’t ever do
it again! Don’t ever mention such a thing again! The idea! You want to
have your cake and eat it, too. You’re always at it—carrying on a sort
of left-handed courtship with me.... Always hinting—and—and playing
safe. If you decide you don’t want this other girl, then you want to
have me all prepared to fall into your arms.... I won’t stand it. Never
dare speak of it again—until you can come to me honestly and say that
you _love_ me—and that there is no other woman in your life—and that you
want me to marry you. Then I’ll tell you whether I will or not.... Do
you understand?”
“I’m sorry. I’ve been clumsy ... and selfish.”
“You have.”
“But you’ll tell me what you think—how this whole thing over here
affects you? Don’t think about my case in particular if that is
offensive, but about the whole system, the whole idea of the relations
between men and women as we see them here.”
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