The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
“I will, because I would like to find out just how I _have_ been
affected....” Suddenly she laughed. “I used to have an uncle who spent
his life arguing abstractions. I remember he took the stand once that
there was no reason why women should not smoke as well as men, that
there was nothing inherently masculine about smoking and nothing
immoral. He declared that women had as much right to smoke as men. My
aunt listened to it until she got tired, so one evening she waited until
uncle lighted a cigar and then took out a cigarette and put it between
her lips.... Uncle stared at her and _roared_. He fairly snatched that
cigarette, and it looked as if he was going to put my aunt out of the
house.... Smoking for women was all right as an abstract question, but
when it touched him personally it was quite another matter.... I think I
am a little like him. I can sit down and say that these girls are within
their rights. I can even see that they are good.... I believe your
Andree is wonderfully good.... I can even say that if so many Americans
were killed in this war that I would never be able to find a husband I
might do the same thing—and I believe it would be _right_ and moral for
me to do it ... in the _abstract_. I can feel these things in Paris. But
as soon as I come to a concrete instance and one which touches me
personally—why, I’m Middle West and Plymouth Rock again.... One can
never tell. Things can happen here—even to an American girl like me—that
never could happen in America in normal conditions. With this war going
on, with this horrible state of affairs, nothing else seems to matter
much. Personal moral considerations seem to be so minute and unimportant
as not to count at all.... There is something in the very air.... You
see we don’t know France—only a small section of it that we see about
the streets. We don’t know how the classes of France who stay in their
homes and are never seen on the boulevards look at this matter. They may
be as straitlaced as we are ... and we’ve been judging all of Paris by
the Champs Élysées....”
“That doesn’t decide the thing that’s worrying me.... It doesn’t even
help.... I wonder if this war and everything connected with it won’t
change people back home.”
“So that they would tolerate—Andree?”
He nodded.
“Never—if they found out that Andree had violated their laws.”
“But you—what do you think about her?”
“Is that fair?”
“I don’t see why it isn’t. You’ve met her and talked with her. What do
you think of her?”
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