The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
“Ken, she is one individual, and I can tell you what I think about her
... but that doesn’t make her stand for the whole code of ethics. The
other thousands of girls may not be like Andree at all—they may be bad.
Don’t you see? It comes down to a matter of personal, concrete
experience again.... But Andree....” She looked at him gravely. “I
should hate to feel that I had broken faith with Andree or been unfair
to her or caused her grief. She is very sweet and childlike—and _good_.
She has no consciousness of having been other than virtuous because she
has loved you.... I had lunch with her the other day. It was the first
time I had ever lunched with a woman whom I knew to be violating our
standard ... and it didn’t hurt me in the least. I felt no repulsion or
disgust ... but that was because I couldn’t help feeling that she was
good....”
“Then you think—”
“I think this: that all of us come to fit into our environment very
readily. We come over here, and soon we are being absorbed by the things
around us.... Presently we will go home, more or less in the frame of
mind created by Paris ... and then the environment of home will begin to
work. In no time at all we will have adjusted ourselves again and Paris
will be almost as if it never had been.... I believe that is exactly
what will happen. If we stayed here we should become as nearly Parisian
as we could be made, but, going home, Paris will very rapidly be
eradicated.”
“And all that has happened here?”
“Will be part of a memory—something in a dream.”
He shook his head. “I can’t believe that. I know I shall never be just
the same as I was before. I see your point of view, but it doesn’t help
me ... and I don’t believe you are right.”
“You don’t want to believe it.”
“I know—Andree makes all the difference. If you were a man and there had
been an Andree you would have felt as I have. Somehow France means
Andree to me. I never dreamed of any one like her. You don’t know
her—what a quaint, childlike, womanly, fairy kind of a girl she is. When
I think of her she doesn’t seem real, but like some mysterious being out
of a magical country who has come to visit for a little while—to make me
happy.... She does come from a mysterious country. Do you know that I
don’t know her name—just Andree? I have never asked. I don’t know where
she lives or how she lives. I don’t know anything about her except that
she appears and is with me a little while—and then disappears again....
That has made a difference—that quality.”
“I would hardly have suspected you of being so romantic.”
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