The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Kendall regarded her. She was a little thing with clear eyes and a
rather pretty face, whose cheeks, as she pointed out, were guiltless of
paint. She was not well dressed, though she was neat, _chic_. And she
was so young.... It was apparent to him that she told the truth, and his
manner changed toward her.
They talked. It was a conversation which would have aroused the mirth of
a listener ... but it was remarkable how well each made the other
understand; she with slowly pronounced French and a few words of quaint
English—he with his small stock of atrociously articulated French....
She worked in a chocolate-shop. She was a refugee from Soissons and an
orphan. Her two brothers had been killed at Verdun and her mother and
father had died of the war.
“Now I must make to work,” she said, simply. “But I am very _solitaire,
monsieur.... Oui, je suis trés-solitaire—trés-solitaire_.”
“Poor kid!” said Kendall.
She shrugged her shoulders and said, with that calm resignation which is
so much to be met with, “_C’est la guerre...._ It is the war.” That is a
phrase which explains everything, excuses anything in France to-day.
“_C’est la guerre._” One offers it to explain the lateness of trains,
the price of cheese, poverty, the lack of sugar, morale, everything
great or small. “_C’est la guerre_” is the countersign of the epoch. It
embraces everything.
After an hour she arose, offered her hand charmingly, and said good
night and “_Merci_.” Kendall sat looking after her, feeling the first
life movements of a comprehension of the womankind of France. From that
moment they assumed a higher place in his thoughts, not yet so high as
they deserved, but one rung nearer to the truth. He did not even begin
to understand them—not their philosophy of life nor their conception of
the relations between the sexes; but he began to ask himself questions
to which his education and prejudices and narrownesses could provide no
answer. He began to wonder if all he had heard were true; he began to
consider, if it were true, was it then necessarily evil. He had been
brought up to regard the drinking of any beverage containing alcohol as
inherently wicked and as something to be done surreptitiously and with a
sort of “devilish” feeling. Here everybody drank wine, and wine
contained alcohol, and they did it with no concealment and with no
thought that it could be other than normal and perfectly respectable. He
considered that, and from it attempted to form a judgment of other
things which to him seemed not as they should be. Apparently drinking in
France was not a thing of moral turpitude, done as it was done by the
French.... Perhaps, then, other matters were the same: evil in Detroit
because custom and inherited moral conceptions had made them so; right
in Paris because custom and inherited moral conceptions had made them
so.... Dimly he was feeling for the conception that an act in itself is
not a sin, but the manner of the performance of that act.... This may
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