The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
have been sophistry; it may have been alarmingly faulty moral
philosophy, but it marked a step ahead for a young man come of such
parentage as Kendall came of. It marked a willingness to listen to
argument and to maintain an open mind. His mother, he considered, had
never maintained an open mind. She had been dogmatic. To inquire into
things was a sin to her. Nothing had been so quick to arouse her anger
as an impulse on his part to look for the reasons of things,
particularly religious things.... His father had not been like this.
True, he had not been of an inquiring turn of mind, but he had seen no
especial reason why somebody who wanted to inquire should not be allowed
to do so. There was a certain sweetness about his father, a tolerant
attitude toward life in general and toward transgressions in particular,
that came nearer to the attitude of Jesus Christ than did the hard,
unbending, dogmatic almost cruel religion of his mother.... He had
inherited from both parents; each had given him something distinctly
traceable to each, and both had joined to give him other qualities which
were a strange composite of both of them. He was inclined to judge at
first sight like his mother, harshly and dogmatically; he was inclined,
on second thought, to look for excuses and to forgive what must be
judged as evil, like his father. It was a quality composite of the
characters of his parents that he placed the abstraction of _goodness_
on a lofty throne, but was inclined to apply its laws with gentleness
and mercy rather than with narrowness and hardness.... There were days
when he was inclined to narrowness and dogmatism; there were days when
he bent quite in the other direction and became over-indulgent.
Following his first experience in conversation with a casually
encountered girl, and finding himself to have come off none the worse
for it, he repeated the experience several times, and enjoyed it, and
came to look forward to the evenings because of the possibility of a
pleasant and instructive talk with some girl he would never see again,
but from whom he would learn some French and considerable of France....
It was rarely that his sense of propriety was offended or that the
attitude of one of his chance companions was other than “nice.” He made
no effort to follow up any of these casual meetings, or to centralize
his attention upon a single girl. He preferred matters as they were. But
he was learning that the ordinary French girl did not resent being
accosted by an American, and that when he was lonely he might find
charming company without fear of being rebuffed.
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