English essays -- 20th century; Natural history -- Outdoor books
“Not so long ago that leaf was a bud, opening timorously to the spring
sunshine and the lark-song far up into heaven. I wonder if, in its
own obscure way, it wondered about the world, and wove a little dream
of happiness for ever, like the dream of a child. The nightingale
sings no more when it is spring; he is gone like the wheat and its
silky wind-wave. Terry--that was the name of my friend--came to me
one day and held out his hand, and said shyly, ‘I say, shall we swear
life-friendship?’ He had been reading some romantic book. After that we
went everywhere together. Ah, now you begin to remember the round pond
over by the Seven Fields.”
“Terry and I would go and fish there at five in the morning. Yes,
well may you remember those lovely summer morns, the sun staining the
air and charging its loveliness with light and life. We made our own
rods of hazel wands, and floats from gray goose-quills and corks. The
eagerness with which we put ground bait down the night before in the
hope of snaring one of the monster carp that lurked in that little
pond! I suppose really that none were there at all, but all through
those springs and summers of boyhood we fished, never catching anything
bigger than a small roach or dace. We used to argue about the merits of
different baits: aniseed paste, small boiled potatoes, brandling worms
and broad beans. Do you know what that pond is like now?” he cried,
tragic eyes looking into mine. “All the people from the suburbs have
cast their unwanted cats and split boots into the water. There are no
fish in it now, not even an eft remains to float to the surface, turn
over and show a stain of fire as he swims to the bottom. Everything is
dead, dead! When the sun slants through the trees at its edge, you can
see the blur of rusting tins and papers deep underneath. But in those
days it was beautiful and beloved of a wandering kingfisher. By the
shallow drinking-place the cattle came down to ponder, as with soft
stare they stood in the mud. Sometimes a bullfinch came, and a turtle
dove from the hawthorn: all the birds loved to splash and ruffle in
the water. That little lake in the wood was a place of glamour and
romance, especially in later years when I was deeply in love.”
The sun came over the houses, the starlings whistled and clucked
among the smoke-burnt and red chimney pots. Wives in the houses were
preparing breakfast for their men who soon would walk quickly down
the pavements towards the station; another day’s work in London was
beginning.
“Yes, I was deeply in love,” the pale stranger continued, “with Louise.
That was her name to me, a name I gave her because----”
He faltered and ended. I looked away, for pain had come into his eyes
and his voice. The heaped bean-sticks became indistinct as I looked.
Again he spoke,--
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