The house affected her in the same way. Its tranquillity, its dignity,
its rapt air of hiding secrets mystic as the Grail, impressed her as
the attributes of a living thing, with a mind and being larger than
her own. Its susceptibility, too, amazed her. Halsted, for instance,
had cared nothing for weather. When the sun burned, you drew the
blinds, and, within, the luxury grew cool and fragrant; and when storm
held sway without, again the blinds were drawn, shutting you into soft
comfort, where electric light, silver, and china, laughter and the
click of balls or the slur of dancing feet, struck always the same
note of lapped pleasure. But, at Watters, when the sun shone, the old
house stirred dreamily and smiled, and half-forgotten pictured faces
looked alive from the dim walls, and threads of hot gold ran molten
along the dark floors. There was no need to curtain the sun; the place
needed it, and turned its old bones gratefully under its touch. And on
days of stress the house shared it with the day; you could not shut
the storm from Watters. The wind was in the house itself, lifting the
rugs, whistling up the stair, crying like a lost soul in the eaves.
The hurrying sky was mirrored in the glass of the panelling, and the
beating rain filled the stone eyes with streaming tears. Outside, the
full river swung above its banks, and the lost wail of sheep on the
mist-hung fell rode on the tortured air.
But the silence was worse than anything, she found,--the real silence
that is full of notes but never a note that jars. When she woke
in the morning, it took her by the throat. No jangling of trams,
mill-whistles, and trains; only, at times, faint music from the farm
across the way, and the slow, sleepy call of church-bells. She could
not lie, as she learned to do in later days, staring with quiet eyes
at the sky, wrapped in a happy stillness more soothing than sleep. It
often woke her in the night--that full silence.
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