Women -- History; Women -- Psychology; Women -- Social conditions
The vivid interest of so many old women in the story of the Devil
Baby may have been an unconscious, although powerful, testimony that
tragic experiences gradually become dressed in such trappings in order
that their spent agony may prove of some use to a world which learns
at the hardest; and that the strivings and sufferings of men and
women long since dead, their emotions no longer connected with flesh
and blood, are thus transmuted into legendary wisdom. The young are
forced to heed the warning in such a tale, although for the most part
it is so easy for them to disregard the words of the aged. That the
old women who came to visit the Devil Baby believed that the story
would secure them a hearing at home was evident, and as they prepared
themselves with every detail of it, their old faces shone with a timid
satisfaction. Their features, worn and scarred by harsh living, as
effigies built into the floor of an old church become dim and defaced
by rough-shod feet, grew poignant and solemn. In the midst of their
double bewilderment, both that the younger generation was walking in
such strange paths and that no one would listen to them, for one moment
there flickered up the last hope of a disappointed life, that it may
at least serve as a warning, while affording material for an exciting
narrative.
Sometimes in talking to a woman who was “but a hair’s breadth this
side of the darkness,” I realized that old age has its own expression
for the mystic renunciation of the world. Their impatience with all
non-essentials, the craving to be free from hampering bonds and soft
conditions, recalled Tolstoy’s last impetuous journey, and I was once
more grateful to his genius for making clear another unintelligible
impulse of bewildered humanity.
Often, in the midst of a conversation, one of these touching old women
would quietly express a longing for death, as if it were a natural
fulfilment of an inmost desire, with a sincerity and anticipation so
genuine that I would feel abashed in her presence, ashamed to “cling
to this strange thing that shines in the sunlight and to be sick with
love for it.” Such impressions were, in their essence, transitory, but
one result from the hypothetical visit of the Devil Baby to Hull-House
will, I think, remain: a realization of the sifting and reconciling
power inherent in Memory itself. The old women, with much to aggravate
and little to soften the habitual bodily discomforts of old age,
exhibited an emotional serenity so vast and so reassuring, that I
found myself perpetually speculating upon how soon the fleeting and
petty emotions which now seem unduly important to us might be thus
transmuted; at what moment we might expect the inconsistencies and
perplexities of life to be brought under this appeasing Memory with its
ultimate power to increase the elements of beauty and significance and
to reduce, if not to eliminate, all sense of resentment.
CHAPTER II
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