Women -- History; Women -- Psychology; Women -- Social conditions
The little room was stuffed with a magpie collection, the usual odds
and ends which compose an old woman’s treasures, augmented in this
case by various articles which a second-hand store, even of the most
flourishing sort, could not sell. In the picturesque confusion, if
anywhere in Chicago, an urbanized group of the little people might
dwell; they would certainly find the traditional atmosphere which they
strictly require, marvelling faith and unalloyed reverence. At any
rate, an eager old woman aroused to her utmost capacity of wonder and
credulity was the very soil, prepared to a nicety, for planting the
seed-thought of the Devil Baby. If the object of my errand had been
an hour’s reading to a sick woman, it would have been accounted to me
for philanthropic righteousness, and if the chosen reading had lifted
her mind from her bodily discomforts and harassing thoughts so that
she forgot them all for one fleeting moment, how pleased I should have
been with the success of my effort. But here I was with a story at my
tongue’s end, stupidly hesitating to give it validity, although the
very words were on my lips. I was still arguing the case with myself
when I stood on the threshold of her room and caught the indomitable
gleam of her eye, fairly daring me to deny the existence of the Devil
Baby, her slack dropsical body so responding to her overpowering
excitement that for the moment she looked alert in her defiance and
positively menacing.
But, as in the case of many another weak soul, the decision was taken
out of my hands, my very hesitation was enough, for nothing is more
certain than that the bearer of a magic tale never stands dawdling on
the door-step. Slowly the gleam died out of the expectant old eyes, the
erect shoulders sagged and pulled forward, and I saw only too plainly
that the poor old woman had accepted one more disappointment in a life
already overflowing with them. She was violently thrown back into all
the limitations of her personal experience and surroundings, and that
larger life she had anticipated so eagerly was as suddenly shut away
from her as if a door had been slammed in her face.
I never encountered that particular temptation again, though she was no
more pitiful than many of the aged visitors whom the Devil Baby brought
to Hull-House. But, perhaps as a result of this experience, I gradually
lost the impression that the old people were longing for a second
chance at life, to live it all over again and to live more fully and
wisely, and I became more reconciled to the fact that many of them had
little opportunity for meditation or for bodily rest, but must keep on
working with their toil-worn hands, in spite of weariness or faintness
of heart.
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