Women -- History; Women -- Psychology; Women -- Social conditions
The incident of my childhood around which it had formulated itself was
very simple. I had been sent with a message--an important commission it
seemed to me--to the leader of the church choir that the hymn selected
for the doctor’s funeral was “How blest the righteous when he dies.”
The village street was so strangely quiet under the summer sun that
even the little particles of dust beating in the hot air were more
noiseless than ever before. Frightened by the noonday stillness and
instinctively seeking companionship, I hurried toward two women who
were standing at a gate talking in low tones. In their absorption they
paid no attention to my somewhat wistful greeting, but I heard one of
them say with a dubious shake of the head that “he had never openly
professed nor joined the church,” and in a moment I understood that she
thought the doctor would not go to heaven. What else did it mean, that
half-threatening tone? Of course the doctor was good, as good as any
one could be. Only a few weeks before he had given me a new penny when
he had pulled my tooth, and once I heard him drive by in the middle of
the night when he took a beautiful baby to the miller’s house; he went
to the farms miles and miles away when people were sick, and everybody
sent for him the minute they were in trouble. How could any one be
better than that?
In defiant contrast to the whispering women, there arose in my mind,
composed doubtless of various Bible illustrations, the picture of an
imposing white-robed judge seated upon a golden throne, who listened
gravely to all those good deeds as they were read by the recording
angel from his great book, and then sent the doctor straight to heaven.
I dimly felt the challenge of the fine old hymn in its claim of
blessings for the righteous, and was defiantly ready at the moment to
combat the theology of the entire community. Of my own claim to heaven
I was most dubious, and I simply could not bring myself to contemplate
the day when my black sins should be read aloud from the big book; but
when the claim of reward in the next world for well-doing in this, came
to me in regard to one whose righteousness was undoubted, I was eager
to champion him before all mankind and even before the judges in the
shadowy world to come.
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