Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
He was much annoyed. There was a certain Miss Herriton who, though far
inferior to Mrs. Orr, would have done instead of her. But now it was
impossible. He could not go offering himself about Sawston. Having
engaged a matron who had the reputation for being bright and motherly,
he moved into Dunwood House and opened the Michaelmas term. Everything
went wrong. The cook left; the boys had a disease called roseola;
Agnes, who was still drunk with her engagement, was of no assistance,
but kept flying up to London to push Rickie’s fortunes; and, to crown
everything, the matron was too bright and not motherly enough: she
neglected the little boys and was overattentive to the big ones.
She left abruptly, and the voice of Mrs. Jackson arose, prophesying
disaster.
Should he avert it by taking orders? Parents do not demand that a
house-master should be a clergyman, yet it reassures them when he is.
And he would have to take orders some time, if he hoped for a school
of his own. His religious convictions were ready to hand, but he spent
several uncomfortable days hunting up his religious enthusiasms.
It was not unlike his attempt to marry Mrs. Orr. But his piety was
more genuine, and this time he never came to the point. His sense
of decency forbade him hurrying into a Church that he reverenced.
Moreover, he thought of another solution: Agnes must marry Rickie in
the Christmas holidays, and they must come, both of them, to Sawston,
she as housekeeper, he as assistant-master. The girl was a good worker
when once she was settled down; and as for Rickie, he could easily
be fitted in somewhere in the school. He was not a good classic, but
good enough to take the Lower Fifth. He was no athlete, but boys might
profitably note that he was a perfect gentleman all the same. He had
no experience, but he would gain it. He had no decision, but he could
simulate it. “Above all,” thought Mr. Pembroke, “it will be something
regular for him to do.” Of course this was not “above all.” Dunwood
House held that position. But Mr. Pembroke soon came to think that
it was, and believed that he was planning for Rickie, just as he had
believed he was pining for Mrs. Orr.
Agnes, when she got back from the lunch in Soho, was told of the
plan. She refused to give any opinion until she had seen her lover.
A telegram was sent to him, and next morning he arrived. He was very
susceptible to the weather, and perhaps it was unfortunate that the
morning was foggy. His train had been stopped outside Sawston Station,
and there he had sat for half an hour, listening to the unreal noises
that came from the line, and watching the shadowy figures that worked
there. The gas was alight in the great drawing-room, and in its
depressing rays he and Agnes greeted each other, and discussed the most
momentous question of their lives. They wanted to be married: there was
no doubt of that. They wanted it, both of them, dreadfully. But should
they marry on these terms?
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