Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
Ansell read further, for here was the book of a man who had tried,
however unsuccessfully, to practice what he preached. Mrs. Failing, in
her Introduction, described with delicate irony his difficulties as a
landlord; but she did not record the love in which his name was held.
Nor could her irony touch him when he cried: “Attain the practical
through the unpractical. There is no other road.” Ansell was inclined
to think that the unpractical is its own reward, but he respected those
who attempted to journey beyond it. We must all of us go over the
mountains. There is certainly no other road.
“Nice morning!” said the voice.
It was not a nice morning, so Ansell felt bound to speak. He answered:
“No. Why?” A clod of earth immediately struck him on the back. He
turned round indignantly, for he hated physical rudeness. A square
man of ruddy aspect was pacing the gravel path, his hands deep in
his pockets. He was very angry. Then he saw that the clod of earth
nourished a blue lobelia, and that a wound of corresponding size
appeared on the pie-shaped bed. He was not so angry. “I expect they
will mind it,” he reflected. Last night, at the Jacksons’, Agnes had
displayed a brisk pity that made him wish to wring her neck. Maude had
not exaggerated. Mr. Pembroke had patronized through a sorrowful voice
and large round eyes. Till he met these people he had never been told
that his career was a failure. Apparently it was. They would never
have been civil to him if it had been a success, if they or theirs had
anything to fear from him.
In many ways Ansell was a conceited man; but he was never proud of
being right. He had foreseen Rickie’s catastrophe from the first, but
derived from this no consolation. In many ways he was pedantic; but
his pedantry lay close to the vineyards of life—far closer than that
fetich Experience of the innumerable tea-cups. He had a great many
facts to learn, and before he died he learnt a suitable quantity. But
he never forgot that the holiness of the heart’s imagination can alone
classify these facts—can alone decide which is an exception, which an
example. “How unpractical it all is!” That was his comment on Dunwood
House. “How unbusiness-like! They live together without love. They work
without conviction. They seek money without requiring it. They die, and
nothing will have happened, either for themselves or for others.” It is
a comment that the academic mind will often make when first confronted
with the world.
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