Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
After dinner they met again, to speak not of Byron but of manure. The
other people were so clever and so amusing that it relieved her to
listen to a man who told her three times not to buy artificial manure
ready made, but, if she would use it, to make it herself at the last
moment. Because the ammonia evaporated. Here were two packets of
powder. Did they smell? No. Mix them together and pour some coffee—An
appalling smell at once burst forth, and every one began to cough and
cry. This was good for the earth when she felt sour, for he knew when
the earth was ill. He knew, too, when she was hungry: he spoke of her
tantrums—the strange unscientific element in her that will baffle
the scientist to the end of time. “Study away, Mrs. Elliot,” he told
her; “read all the books you can get hold of; but when it comes to the
point, stroll out with a pipe in your mouth and do a bit of guessing.”
As he talked, the earth became a living being—or rather a being with
a living skin,—and manure no longer dirty stuff, but a symbol of
regeneration and of the birth of life from life. “So it goes on for
ever!” she cried excitedly. He replied: “Not for ever. In time the fire
at the centre will cool, and nothing can go on then.”
He advanced into love with open eyes, slowly, heavily, just as he had
advanced across the drawing room carpet. But this time the bride did
not observe his tread. She was listening to her husband, and trying
not to be so stupid. When he was close to her—so close that it was
difficult not to take her in his arms—he spoke to Mr. Failing, and was
at once turned out of Cadover.
“I’m sorry,” said Mr. Failing, as he walked down the drive with his
hand on his guest’s shoulder. “I had no notion you were that sort. Any
one who behaves like that has to stop at the farm.”
“Any one?”
“Any one.” He sighed heavily, not for any personal grievance, but
because he saw how unruly, how barbaric, is the soul of man. After all,
this man was more civilized than most.
“Are you angry with me, sir?” He called him “sir,” not because he was
richer or cleverer or smarter, not because he had helped to educate him
and had lent him money, but for a reason more profound—for the reason
that there are gradations in heaven.
“I did think you—that a man like you wouldn’t risk making people
unhappy. My sister-in-law—I don’t say this to stop you loving her;
something else must do that—my sister-in-law, as far as I know,
doesn’t care for you one little bit. If you had said anything, if she
had guessed that a chance person was in—this fearful state, you would
simply—have opened hell. A woman of her sort would have lost all—”
“I knew that.”
Mr. Failing removed his hand. He was displeased.
“But something here,” said Robert incoherently. “This here.” He struck
himself heavily on the heart. “This here, doing something so unusual,
makes it not matter what she loses—I—” After a silence he asked,
“Have I quite followed you, sir, in that business of the brotherhood of
man?”
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