Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
“I wish you’d have some breakfast before starting.”
“No food, thanks. But you know—” He paused. “It’s all been a muddle, and
I’ve no objection to your coming along with me.”
The cloud descended lower.
“Come with me as a man,” said Stephen, already out in the mist. “Not as
a brother; who cares what people did years back? We’re alive together,
and the rest is cant. Here am I, Rickie, and there are you, a fair
wreck. They’ve no use for you here,—never had any, if the truth was
known,—and they’ve only made you beastly. This house, so to speak, has
the rot. It’s common-sense that you should come.”
“Stephen, wait a minute. What do you mean?”
“Wait’s what we won’t do,” said Stephen at the gate.
“I must ask—”
He did wait for a minute, and sobs were heard, faint, hopeless,
vindictive. Then he trudged away, and Rickie soon lost his colour and
his form. But a voice persisted, saying, “Come, I do mean it. Come; I
will take care of you, I can manage you.”
The words were kind; yet it was not for their sake that Rickie plunged
into the impalpable cloud. In the voice he had found a surer guarantee.
Habits and sex may change with the new generation, features may alter
with the play of a private passion, but a voice is apart from these. It
lies nearer to the racial essence and perhaps to the divine; it can, at
all events, overleap one grave.
XXXII
Mr. Pembroke did not receive a clear account of what had happened when
he returned for the interval. His sister—he told her frankly—was
concealing something from him. She could make no reply. Had she gone
mad, she wondered. Hitherto she had pretended to love her husband. Why
choose such a moment for the truth?
“But I understand Rickie’s position,” he told her. “It is an unbalanced
position, yet I understand it; I noted its approach while he was
ill. He imagines himself his brother’s keeper. Therefore we must
make concessions. We must negotiate.” The negotiations were still
progressing in November, the month during which this story draws to its
close.
“I understand his position,” he then told her. “It is both weak and
defiant. He is still with those Ansells. Read this letter, which thanks
me for his little stories. We sent them last month, you remember—such
of them as we could find. It seems that he fills up his time by
writing: he has already written a book.”
She only gave him half her attention, for a beautiful wreath had just
arrived from the florist’s. She was taking it up to the cemetery: today
her child had been dead a year.
“On the other hand, he has altered his will. Fortunately, he cannot
alter much. But I fear that what is not settled on you, will go. Should
I read what I wrote on this point, and also my minutes of the interview
with old Mr. Ansell, and the copy of my correspondence with Stephen
Wonham?”
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