Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
The carriage that Mrs. Failing had sent to meet her nephew returned
from Cadchurch station empty. She was preparing for a solitary dinner
when he somehow arrived, full of apologies, but more sedate than she
had expected. She cut his explanations short. “Never mind how you got
here. You are here, and I am quite pleased to see you.” He changed his
clothes and they proceeded to the dining-room.
There was a bright fire, but the curtains were not drawn. Mr. Failing
had believed that windows with the night behind are more beautiful
than any pictures, and his widow had kept to the custom. It was brave
of her to persevere, lumps of chalk having come out of the night last
June. For some obscure reason—not so obscure to Rickie—she had
preserved them as mementoes of an episode. Seeing them in a row on the
mantelpiece, he expected that their first topic would be Stephen. But
they never mentioned him, though he was latent in all that they said.
It was of Mr. Failing that they spoke. The Essays had been a success.
She was really pleased. The book was brought in at her request, and
between the courses she read it aloud to her nephew, in her soft yet
unsympathetic voice. Then she sent for the press notices—after all no
one despises them—and read their comments on her introduction. She
wielded a graceful pen, was apt, adequate, suggestive, indispensable,
unnecessary. So the meal passed pleasantly away, for no one could so
well combine the formal with the unconventional, and it only seemed
charming when papers littered her stately table.
“My man wrote very nicely,” she observed. “Now, you read me something
out of him that you like. Read ‘The True Patriot.’”
He took the book and found: “Let us love one another. Let our children,
physical and spiritual, love one another. It is all that we can do.
Perhaps the earth will neglect our love. Perhaps she will confirm it,
and suffer some rallying-point, spire, mound, for the new generations
to cherish.”
“He wrote that when he was young. Later on he doubted whether we had
better love one another, or whether the earth will confirm anything. He
died a most unhappy man.”
He could not help saying, “Not knowing that the earth had confirmed
him.”
“Has she? It is quite possible. We meet so seldom in these days, she
and I. Do you see much of the earth?”
“A little.”
“Do you expect that she will confirm you?”
“It is quite possible.”
“Beware of her, Rickie, I think.”
“I think not.”
“Beware of her, surely. Going back to her really is going
back—throwing away the artificiality which (though you young people
won’t confess it) is the only good thing in life. Don’t pretend you are
simple. Once I pretended. Don’t pretend that you care for anything but
for clever talk such as this, and for books.”
“The talk,” said Leighton afterwards, “certainly was clever. But it
meant something, all the same.” He heard no more, for his mistress told
him to retire.
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