Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
Rickie was silent. He had told his friend how he felt, but not what had
happened. Ansell could discuss love and death admirably, but somehow
he would not understand lovers or a dying man, and in the letter there
had been scant allusion to these concrete facts. Would Cambridge
understand them either? He watched some dons who were peeping into
an excavation, and throwing up their hands with humorous gestures of
despair. These men would lecture next week on Catiline’s conspiracy,
on Luther, on Evolution, on Catullus. They dealt with so much and they
had experienced so little. Was it possible he would ever come to think
Cambridge narrow? In his short life Rickie had known two sudden deaths,
and that is enough to disarrange any placid outlook on the world.
He knew once for all that we are all of us bubbles on an extremely
rough sea. Into this sea humanity has built, as it were, some little
breakwaters—scientific knowledge, civilized restraint—so that the
bubbles do not break so frequently or so soon. But the sea has not
altered, and it was only a chance that he, Ansell, Tilliard, and Mrs.
Aberdeen had not all been killed in the tram.
They waited for the other tram by the Roman Catholic Church, whose
florid bulk was already receding into twilight. It is the first big
building that the incoming visitor sees. “Oh, here come the colleges!”
cries the Protestant parent, and then learns that it was built by a
Papist who made a fortune out of movable eyes for dolls. “Built out of
doll’s eyes to contain idols”—that, at all events, is the legend and
the joke. It watches over the apostate city, taller by many a yard than
anything within, and asserting, however wildly, that here is eternity,
stability, and bubbles unbreakable upon a windless sea.
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