New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
"Pardon the explosion, Cornelia. But why must this man of all men be
the presiding genius of your room?"
"You know the reason very well, Robert."
"Unfortunately, yes. You won’t let your friends forget it. By keeping
this portrait in evidence, you actually force the reason on people’s
attention. Do take him down, Cornelia, swathe him in incense, and lay
him away amongst your most cherished souvenirs. Replace him, if you
must replace him, with a picture of Saint Francis or Savonarola."
She bristled up under his ironic words. Her craving for admiration
vanished in her resentment of disapproval.
"I am proud to have known Percival Houghton, and to have been his
friend. Thanks for your recommendation, though I’m not aware of having
asked for it."
"Don’t be angry. You must own that you constantly remind your visitors
of this Houghton affair, though what advantage it is to your position
and influence, Heaven only knows. Let sleeping dogs lie. Believe me,
Cornelia, half the tragedies in life result from forgetting what we
ought to remember; the other half from remembering what we ought to
forget."
"I’m not ashamed of the Houghton affair, as you call it," said Cornelia
coldly. "Why should I be? It was one of those rare friendships that
are quite beyond the perception of vulgar-minded, low-thoughted souls.
What other people think of it concerns me very little."
She really believed this, although it was very wide of the mark.
"I know," she went on melodramatically, "of the spiteful gossip behind
my back. I know of the scarlet colors in which my relations with
Percival Houghton are painted by my enemies. Let them declaim against
me! To a few real friends I have told the truth. They believe me, and
that is all I ask."
She had in fact taken more than one friend into her confidence. It was
a common saying in the Lorillard tenements that the token of admission
to Cornelia’s inner circle was the almost sacramental rite of receiving
her account of the Houghton episode.
The corner stone of this account—the supreme article of faith!—was the
point that she and Percival Houghton had rigorously abstained from
sexual intimacy throughout their voyage together in the same stateroom.
Not from moral scruples, be it noted, but from a desire to prove to the
world that free love and the severest tax on self-restraint were
perfectly compatible.
Cornelia held passionately to the delusion that her account was accepted
in every jot and tittle. Robert knew that behind her back, most of her
friends greeted it with a cynical smile and pronounced it a pardonable
but much too elaborate invention. When some one referred to Cornelia’s
assertion that the voyage to England had involved no infraction of the
seventh commandment, the women would say contemptuously: "If you’re
going to be killed for a lamb, you might as well be killed for a sheep."
The men, more vulgarly, would exclaim: "What a shame if they wasted a
chance like that!"
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