England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Journalists -- Fiction
Eddy stood looking on the floor, angry, unhappy, uncertain.
“It’s no choice at all,” he said at last. “You know I can’t give them
up. Why can’t I have them and St. Gregory’s, too? What’s the
inconsistency? I don’t understand.”
The vicar looked at him impatiently. His faculty of sympathy, usually so
kind, humorous, and shrewd, had run up against one of those limiting
walls that very few people who are supremely in earnest over one thing
are quite without. He occasionally (really not often) said a stupid
thing; he did so now.
“You don’t understand? Surely it’s extremely simple. You can’t serve God
and Mammon; that’s the long and the short of it. You’ve got to choose
which.”
That, of course, was final. Eddy said, “Naturally, if it’s like that,
I’ll leave St. Gregory’s at once. That is, directly it’s convenient for
you that I should,” he added, considerate by instinct, though angry.
The vicar turned to face him. He was bitterly disappointed.
“You mean that, Oliver? You won’t give it another trial, on the lines I
advise? Mind, I don’t mean I want you to have no friends, no outside
interests.... Look at Traherne, now; he’s full of them.... I only want,
for your own sake and our people’s, that your heart should be in your
job.”
“I had better go,” said Eddy, knowing it for certain. He added, “Please
don’t think I’m going off in a stupid huff or anything. It’s not that.
Of course, you’ve every right to speak to me as you did; but it’s made
my position quite clear to me. I see this isn’t really my job at all. I
must find another.”
The vicar said, holding out his hand, “I’m very sorry, Oliver. I don’t
want to lose you. Think it over for a week, will you, and tell me then
what you have decided. Don’t be hasty over it. Remember, we’ve all grown
fond of you here; you’ll be throwing away a good deal of valuable
opportunity if you leave us. I think you may be missing the best in
life. But I mustn’t take back what I said. It is a definite choice
between two ways of life. They won’t mix.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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