The Making of an ApostleCampbell, R. J. (Reginald John)
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The Making of an Apostle
Campbell, R. J. (Reginald John)
Peter, the Apostle, Saint
So far Peter's self-assertion had ended in failure, but further
humiliation was yet to come. He could not bear to remain in ignorance
of the fate of a Master whom he really and truly loved; so, checking
his flight, when he saw the procession move off he followed it at a
safe distance. His friend and partner, John, who appears to have had
friends in the house of Caiaphas, obtained admission for him and he
waited therein, as Matthew says, "to see the end." All his bravery had
now deserted him; he was in a strange city where men of his province
were despised and ridiculed. He was only a humble fisherman, and
stricken with fear by finding himself in the power of authorities
ecclesiastical and secular. Humanly speaking, his next mistake was one
that might have been prophesied. He was discovered and questioned; in
his bewilderment and terror all the coarseness of his old Galilean life
returned upon him, and, forgetful of everything but the desire of
saving himself, he denied his Master, with cursing and swearing. Jesus
directed upon him a second reproach, this time a mute one. He "turned
and looked upon Peter," but that look was enough. It brought him to
his senses, laid bare his miserable failure, ingratitude, cowardice and
broken promises. He saw how completely he had fallen beneath himself
by over-confidence in himself. The Peter of that moment was not the
real Peter, after all. He did love his Master, and had run the risk of
arrest and death to get near Him again, but his humiliation was
complete and his self-abasement intense. "He went out and wept
bitterly." Shall we say that the experience of the next few days was
the greatest crisis in his career? From this depth of humiliation he
rose qualified to become an ambassador and a saviour.
IX.
The Power of the Resurrection.
We know nothing of Peter's history during the anguished hours that
intervened between the Crucifixion and the Resurrection, but we may
believe that his shame and contrition continued until Jesus Himself
breathed in his ear words of forgiveness and hope. We may infer
indirectly that Peter must have been humbled by the recollection of his
own self-confident boasting in the presence of the other apostles, for
we find him still in association with them. The little company seems
to have held together to mourn their lost Master and to assist each
other with a common sympathy. That Peter must have been with them is
clear from the fact that he was mentioned by name to the women who
visited the tomb on the first day of the week. "Go, tell His disciples
_and Peter_, He goeth before you into Galilee." When we consider that
Peter still associated with those who had listened to his
self-confident assumption of superiority to themselves we can discern
something more than remorse in his demeanour. There is evidence of a
new humility, and yet at the same time a continuance of tender
affection for the Lord whom he fully believed he should never see again.
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