The Making of an ApostleCampbell, R. J. (Reginald John)
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The Making of an Apostle
Campbell, R. J. (Reginald John)
Peter, the Apostle, Saint
What he was, we are. Ambition, self-seeking, self-confidence, have
throughout the history of Christendom been the most serious defects of
the strongest characters. Sometimes these vices have been displayed
upon a grand scale, oftener their scope has been petty and mean. The
sins of the Catholic Church, as painted by a Bernard or a Catherine of
Siena, are to be found in many a little Bethel in the Protestant
England of our day. Simony is not unknown amongst the ministers of
Christ, even in the ranks of Non-conformity. Not unfrequently these
sinful tendencies are to be found allied with a true and earnest desire
to serve the Master. All the same, they are a serious hindrance, not
only to Christian character, but to the effect of Christian service;
the spirit in which a man does his work has the profoundest influence
upon the good result of that work. Where a man is sincere in his wish
to do good, and yet at the same time in any degree the victim of his
own self-confidence or self-seeking, he is sooner or later brought to
the point where he must choose between his wish and his practice. In
nearly every case the necessity for this choice is revealed to him by a
sharp discipline. Peter's case is repeated again and again in the
lives of the servants of God. It is hard to dislodge self from its
vantage-ground in the region of human motives. It would be hard to
find a church in which selfishness or jealousy had neither place nor
influence, and it is uncommonly difficult, even for a good and true
man, not to feel elated by admiration or depressed by being surpassed.
But surely the cure for this kind of feeling is included in the very
nature of Christian service. There is absolutely no relation between
moral excellence and worldly recognition of it. We have conceded
something to the world when we stop to think of its applause as an
object of desire. It is easier to go without such applause and to
labour in obscurity than it is to remain unaffected by it once it has
been bestowed. Still harder is it for a man to retire from a position
and a duty in which he has done nobly and well, and then to see his
bishopric taken by another. Sooner or later this experience falls to
the lot of most of God's heroes; it were well, therefore, that they
should recognise it in advance, count the cost, know their own minds,
and render unnecessary the sharp discipline which accompanies
self-discovery. When God means to use us, as He meant to use Peter, He
never spares us. Jesus could not afford to allow Peter to go his own
way, and therefore it was that the prince of the Apostles became an
instrument for good, yet so as by fire.
X.
A New Commission.
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