"No, I can't do it. Do you think Mrs. Lane would? I'd do something for
her----"
Her grandmother turned to her with a look so full of anger that Mona's
words died on her lips. For the moment she had forgotten all about the
quarrel.
"Mrs. Lane! Mrs. Lane! After the things she said about you--you'd ask
her to do you a favour? Well, Mona Carne, I'm ashamed of you! Don't you
know that I've never spoken to her nor her husband since that day she said
you'd pulled down the faggots that threw me down, and then had left her
cats to bear the blame of it. I've never got over that fall, and I've
never got over her saying that of you, and, ill though I've been,
I've never demeaned myself by asking her to come in to see me.
I don't know what you can be thinking of. I'm thankful I've got more
self-respect."
Mona's face was crimson, and her eyes were full of shame. Oh, how
bitterly she repented now that she had not had the courage to speak out
that day and say honestly, "Granny, Mrs. Lane was right, I did pull over
the faggots and forgot them. It was my fault that you tripped and fell--
but I never meant that the blame should fall on anyone else."
She longed to say it now, but her tongue failed her. What had been such a
little thing to start with had now grown quite serious.
When her father had wanted her to come home, he had consoled himself for
taking her from granny by the thought that she had neighbours and friends
about her for company, but now it seemed that she would rather die alone
than ask their help, or even let them know that she was ill.
Mona turned despondently away, and slowly mounted the stairs. "If you do
ever so little a thing wrong, it grows and grows until it's a big thing!
Here's granny all alone, 'cause of me, and mother all alone, 'cause of me,
and worrying herself finely by now, I expect, and--and I shouldn't wonder
if it makes her ill again," Mona's eyes filled at the thought, "and--and I
never meant to be a bad girl. I--I seem to be one before I know it--it is
hard lines."
She unhung her old frock from behind the door, and in the chest of drawers
she found an old apron, "I shall begin to wonder soon if I've ever been
away," she thought to herself, as she looked at herself in the tiny
mirror.
"Puss, puss, puss," called a voice. "Come along, dears. Your breakfast
is ready."
Mona stepped to the window and peeped out. Mrs. Lane was standing with a
saucer of bread and milk in each hand. At the sound of her voice her two
cats came racing up the garden, chattering as they went, and she gave them
their meal out there in the sunshine. As she turned to go back to the
house she glanced up at Granny Barnes', and at the window where Mona
stood. Perhaps she had been attracted by the feeling that someone was
looking at her, or she may have heard something of Mona's arrival the
night before.
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