For a second a look of surprise crossed her face, and a half-smile--then
as quickly as it came it vanished, and a look of cold disapproval took its
place.
Mona felt snubbed and hurt. It was dreadful to have sunk so low in
anyone's opinion. It was worse when it was in Mrs. Lane's, for they used
to be such good friends, and Mrs. Lane was always so kind to her, and so
patient, and, oh, how Mona had loved to go into her house to play with her
kittens, or to listen to her stories, and look at the wonderful things
Captain Lane had brought home with him from some of his voyages.
Captain Lane, who had been a sailor in the Merchant Service, had been to
all parts of the world, and had brought home something from most.
Mona coloured hotly with the pain of the snub, and the reproof it
conveyed.
"I can't bear it," she thought. "I can't bear it--I'll have to tell."
She went down to the kitchen in a very troubled state of mind.
Life seemed very sad and difficult just now.
Granny was sitting by the fire, a few sticks in her hand. "It's taken me
all this time to get these," she said pathetically, "and now I can't stoop
any more. What time we shall get any breakfast I don't know, I'm sure,
and I'm sinking for the want of something."
"I'll get you a cup of tea soon. I won't be any time." It cheered her a
little to have something to do, and she clutched at anything that helped
her not to think. She lighted the fire, swept the hearth up, and laid the
cloth. Then she went out to sweep the doorstep. It was lovely outside in
the sweet sunshine. Mona felt she could have been so happy if only----
While she was lingering over her task, Mrs. Lane came out to sweep her
step and the tiled path, but this time she kept her head steadily turned
away.
"I'll go right in and tell granny now this minute," thought Mona, her lip
quivering with pain. "Then, perhaps, we'll all be friends again.
I can't bear to live here like this."
But when she turned into the kitchen the kettle was boiling, and her
grandmother was measuring the tea into the pot. "Get the loaf and the
butter, child, I feel I can eat a bit of bread and butter this morning."
Mona got them, and the milk, and some more coal to make up the fire, and
all the time she was saying over and over to herself different beginnings
of her confession. She was so deeply absorbed in her thoughts that she
did not notice the large slice of bread and butter that her grandmother
had put on her plate.
"Don't you want it?" Granny asked sharply. "Why, how red you are, child!
What have you been doing to make your colour like that. You haven't
broken anything, have you?"
Her tone and her sharpness jarred on Mona cruelly, and put all her new
resolutions to flight. "No, I haven't," she said, sullenly.
"There wasn't anything to break but the broom, and you saw me put that
right away."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account