“Haven’t you troubles enough,” I reflected, “without looking for more?
Hasn’t Bad News gone lame, with a matinée race booked for next week?
Otherwise aren’t you comfortable? Isn’t your house in order? Do you
want to sell a pony in order to have the library done over in mission
or the drawing-room in gold? Do you want somebody to count the empty
cigarette boxes lying around every morning?”
Lay it to the long idle afternoon, to the new environment, to anything
you like, but I began to think that perhaps I did. I was confoundedly
lonely. For the first time in my life its even course began to waver:
the needle registered warning marks on the matrimonial seismograph,
lines vague enough, but lines.
My alligator bag lay at my feet, still locked. While I waited for my
coffee I leaned back and surveyed the people incuriously. There were
the usual couples intent on each other: my new state of mind made me
regard them with tolerance. But at the next table, where a man and
woman dined together, a different atmosphere prevailed. My attention
was first caught by the woman’s face. She had been speaking earnestly
across the table, her profile turned to me. I had noticed casually her
earnest manner, her somber clothes, and the great mass of odd,
bronze-colored hair on her neck. But suddenly she glanced toward me and
the utter hopelessness—almost tragedy—of her expression struck me with
a shock. She half closed her eyes and drew a long breath, then she
turned again to the man across the table.
Neither one was eating. He sat low in his chair, his chin on his chest,
ugly folds of thick flesh protruding over his collar. He was probably
fifty, bald, grotesque, sullen, and yet not without a suggestion of
power. But he had been drinking; as I looked, he raised an unsteady
hand and summoned a waiter with a wine list.
The young woman bent across the table and spoke again quickly. She had
unconsciously raised her voice. Not beautiful, in her earnestness and
stress she rather interested me. I had an idle inclination to advise
the waiter to remove the bottled temptation from the table. I wonder
what would have happened if I had? Suppose Harrington had not been
intoxicated when he entered the Pullman car Ontario that night!
For they were about to make a journey, I gathered, and the young woman
wished to go alone. I drank three cups of coffee, which accounted for
my wakefulness later, and shamelessly watched the tableau before me.
The woman’s protest evidently went for nothing: across the table the
man grunted monosyllabic replies and grew more and more lowering and
sullen. Once, during a brief unexpected _pianissimo_ in the music, her
voice came to me sharply:
“If I could only see him in time!” she was saying. “Oh, it’s terrible!”
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