Farms -- Fiction; Paranormal fiction; Single women -- Fiction; Spiritualism -- Fiction; Sussex (England) -- Fiction
Something of her childhood in the Orphanage, and of the long years with
Raphael Goltz, Ruth told North, as they sat together in the warmth and
stillness of the May evening, but of the years in France she spoke
little. She had seen unspeakable things there. The memory of them was
almost unbearable. They were things she held away from thought.
Beautiful and wonderful things there were too, belonging to those years.
But they were still more impossible to speak of. She carried the mark of
them both, the terrible and the beautiful, in her steady eyes. Besides,
some one else, who was interested too, who was surely—the consciousness
was not to be ignored—interested too, knew all about that. And suddenly
she realized how that common knowledge of life and death at their height
was also a bond, as well as love of Thorpe, and she paused in her tale,
and sat very still.
“And then?” said North, after a while.
“I was out there for two years, without coming home, the first time.
There seemed nothing for me to come home for, and I didn’t want to
leave. There was always so much to be done, and one felt of use. It was
selfish of me really, but I never realized somehow that Raphael Goltz
cared. Then I had bad news from him. You remember the time when the mobs
wrecked the shops with German names? Well, his was one of them. So I got
leave and came back to him. It was very sad. The old shop was broken to
pieces, his books had been thrown into the street and many burnt, and
the piano, his beautiful piano, smashed past all repair. I found him up
in the back attic, with Sarah and Selina. He had saved them for me
somehow. He cried when I came. He was very old, you see, and he had felt
the war as much as any of us.”
Her eyes were full of tears, and she stopped for a moment to steady her
voice. “He bore no malice, and three days after I got back he died,
babbling the old cry, ‘We ought to have been friends.’
“It was always that, ‘We ought to have been friends,’ and once he said,
‘Together we could have regenerated the world.’ He left everything he
had to me, over £60,000. It is to him I owe Thorpe.” Her eyes shone
through the tears in them.
“Come! and let me show you,” she said, and so almost seemed to help him
out of his chair, and then, still holding his hand, led him through the
door behind them, along the passage into the front hall. Here he
stopped, and undoubtedly but for the compelling hand would have gone no
farther. But the soft firm grip held, and something with it, some force
outside both of them, drew him after her into the room that once was his
friend’s. A spacious friendly room, with wide windows looking south and
west, and filled just now with the light of a cloudless sunset.
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