Farms -- Fiction; Paranormal fiction; Single women -- Fiction; Spiritualism -- Fiction; Sussex (England) -- Fiction
And the dreaded moment held nothing to fear. Nothing was changed.
Nothing was spoilt. He had expected something, which to him,
unreasonably perhaps, but uncontrollably, would have seemed like
sacrilege; instead he found it was sanctuary. Sanctuary for that, to
him, annihilated personality which had been the companion of the best
years of his life.
Dick might have come back at any moment and found his room waiting for
him, as it had waited on many a spring evening just like this. His
capacious armchair was still by the window. The big untidy
writing-table, with its many drawers and pigeon-holes, in its place. The
piano where he used to sit and strum odd bits of music by ear.
“But it is all just the same,” he said, standing like a man in a dream
when Ruth dropped his hand inside the threshold.
“I was offered the furniture with the house,” she said, “and when I saw
this room I felt I wanted it just as it is. Before that I had all sorts
of ideas in my head as to how I would furnish! But this appealed to me.
There is an air of space and comfort and peace about the room that I
could not bear to disturb. And now I am very glad, because I feel he is
pleased. Of course, his more personal things have gone, and I have added
a few things of my own. Look, this is what I brought you to see.”
She pointed towards the west window, where stood an exquisitely carved
and gilded table of foreign workmanship which was new to him, and on it
burnt a burnished bronze lamp, its flame clear and bright even in the
fierce glow of the setting sun. Beside the lamp stood a glass vase, very
beautiful in shape and clarity, filled with white pinks.
North crossed the room and examined the lamp with interest.
“What does it mean?” he asked.
“It is a custom of the orthodox Jews. When anyone belonging to them
dies, they keep a lamp burning for a year. The flame is never allowed to
go out. It is a symbol. A symbol of the Life Eternal. All the years of
the war Raphael Goltz kept this lamp burning for the men who went West.
You see it is in the west window. And now I keep it burning for him. You
don’t think _he_ would mind, although my poor old master _was_ a German
Jew, racially?”
She looked up at North anxiously, as they stood side by side before the
lamp.
“Not Dick—certainly not Dick!” said North. Ruth heaved a sigh of relief.
“You see, I don’t really know anything about him except what I feel
about the farm, and I did want the lamp here.”
“No, Dick wouldn’t mind. But you are mad, you know, quite mad!”
For all that his eyes were very kindly as he looked down at her.
“I expect it is being so much alone,” she said tranquilly, stooping to
smell the pinks.
“Was Goltz an orthodox Jew then?” asked North.
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