"We won’t discuss that, my child," I broke in. The expense had indeed
occupied my mind—but I had formed a plan for that. "Tell me what you
would like best to study—to be?"
"That’s the trouble, Uncle Ranny," she replied pathetically. "What can
I be?—Perhaps I might work for Mr. Andrews?"
"Modern girls," I informed her, "judging by our fiction, invariably
develop literary, dramatic or histrionic talent. She must act, write
fiction, or preferably plays. Journalism and settlement work are no
longer fashionable. If the worst comes to the worst, they turn militant
suffragists, but even that is on the wane; but the two careers are not
incompatible. Don’t you feel the urge in your young bones? Which of
the arts is it that is calling you? The pen? The stage? Speak,
Alicia—for this is the critical hour!"
She detected raillery in my voice and laughed softly.
"I know you are making fun of me, Uncle Ranny," she said, "but it’s not
of me alone. All the same, I wish I did have some talent, but, oh, I
know I haven’t! Sometimes—I wish—I think—oh, Uncle Ranny, I am ashamed
to tell you what I—" and without finishing her sentence she covered her
face with her hands and I noted that her neck was suffused with a deep
blush.
"But you must tell me, my dear," I gently took her hands from her face.
"Haven’t I just become your parent and guardian by ironclad legal
adoption? And a terribly stern parent and guardian I am—make no mistake
about that!"
"Well," she gazed downward shamefacedly, still exquisitely blushing, "I
suppose I must, then. Sometimes I think, Uncle Ranny," she went on with
deliberate firmness, "that there is one thing girls always think of, but
never talk about—that is more important than any of the others. Oh, I
suppose I am terribly improper and immodest, but if I am, it’s because—I
don’t know any better—so you’ll have to forgive me. But, oh, I
suppose—he’ll come some day and—to—to make a home and—and to bring up
children seems—more wonderful than anything else! You’ve made me say
it, Uncle Ranny!" she turned away with tears of vexation—"I suppose I am
horrid—but you’ve made me tell you and I told you. Can’t a girl study
to be—for that—as for anything else?" And still tormented by her brazen
immodesty, she plucked yellowing leaves agitatedly and scattered them to
the winnowing breeze.
As she was turned from me, she could not have seen my arms going out
suddenly as if to take her, and then falling again to my sides. I
longed to embrace her and to crown her with all the glory of womanhood.
But my conscience warned me away. In my heart, however, happiness
leaped up like the lark I have never seen and warbled joyously a divine
melody that I had never heard. It required courage for Alicia, a young
girl, to confess what she had confessed. And courage joined to all the
other qualities I knew her possessed of must produce the best that is in
womanhood.
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