'My father used all the money he had saved since my mother died, to
build a shelter in the Canadian Rockies. And he was involved with
several of his colleagues, other scientists like himself, in cryogenic
research: a way of putting people into a deep sleep, like hibernation.
'Just before the missiles starting falling..... My father took me up
in his plane. We listened, horrified, to radio broadcasts of the
destruction of the cities, and of the spreading fallout. He told me
that he wanted to put me into a suspended state, which would keep me
alive until..... Until what, I couldn't imagine.'
'My mind just couldn't accept what was happening. I was
terrified, and told him I didn't want to leave him. But he said it
was the only way. When we landed, he said that he was sorry. He had to
drug me, I guess, because the next thing I knew I was in something like
a casket with my father leaning over me, crying, and telling me he loved
me.'
She broke down, turned against the stone wall, and wept. Kalus looked
at her, and but for the iron discipline he had learned, the alternative
to which was death, would have gone to her and comforted her as best he
could. As it was he felt more stirred than at any time since his
father's death, and quietly vowed that he would stay with her, and
protect her until the end.
Sylviana recovered somewhat, looked back at him, and seeing the confused
sympathy of his eyes, concluded.
'I woke in the Mantis' cave, with no idea where I was or how I
came here. I've been alone for nearly three months. But for the
Voice, and later, for Akar..... I nearly lost my mind with fear and
loneliness.' She suddenly realized the wolf was no longer with them,
and that full night was falling. She let her thoughts collapse.
Kalus could not hold himself back any longer. 'You're not alone
anymore.'
Her eyes sought out his, but they were hidden among the deepening
shadows of the nook. With only his limbs clearly visible, he looked
like some phantom sage of the darkness, at once frightening and
reassuring. 'But you must not feel it now. Feeling is for when the
body is safe, and we are not. Now you should sleep..... I will guard
you.'
She moved further into the cave and lay down. But though she tossed and
turned for what seemed an eternity, sleep remained the distant dream of
a child.
'Kalus?' No reply. She sat up and turned back toward him.
'You wouldn't hurt me, would you? Please say you'd never hurt
me.'
'Of course I would not hurt you. Why do you think I stay?' He
added after a time, sounding cold and irritable. 'Go to sleep and
trouble me no more. I have much to think on.'
Now what had she done to upset him? Feeling more lost than ever, she
swallowed hard and turned away. She lay down again, and perhaps an hour
later, fell at last into exhausted slumber.
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