Long after the wolf had returned and lay sleeping beside her, Kalus
remained wide awake, crouched at the edge of the shaft, listening. He
studied the slow, deliberate breathing of the giant insect, trying to be
certain. When he was as sure as he could be that the creature was still
asleep, he began to descend.
He felt hollow as he went, partly from fear, and partly from the
will-crushing desperation of the act now forced upon him. He was angry
at having to be short with the girl, and once more felt bitterly
abandoned and betrayed, though by whom he could not have said. And then
came the voice that told him such an act was unnecessary---that he
risked all their lives for nothing---the cruelest lie of all. No. He
knew what must be done.
But always now his thoughts returned to fear; with every step the
feeling grew. By the time he reached the floor of the Mantis' cave,
terror had completely overtaken him. But still he went on. He HAD to
have a weapon. The Mantis might banish them that very morning, and
without it they were naked and helpless. And he knew that whatever
prayers he might offer, to the God he did not know, no one could save
him now but himself.
*
Later that night he returned, alive but nearly paralyzed with fear.
Unable to overcome the emotion, he went to the girl. Touching her face
with the back of his trembling hand, he woke her gently. He could no
longer fight back the tears as she turned to face him.
'What is it?' she asked. 'What's wrong?' He tried to
tell her what he was feeling, but it was all too much. Rising to a sit
beside him, Sylviana took his face in her hands and tried to understand.
Then she took his head tentatively to her shoulder, where he wept like a
brutalized child. Feeling awkward, but very warm, she stroked his
gnarled hair and rocked him slowly.
When morning came it found them still anxious and afraid, but infinitely
closer than they had been only hours before.
Chapter 8
The Mantis appeared at the entrance of his cave about an hour after
sunrise. Kalus and the wolf had waited by the opening of the smaller
enclosure, and knew without being told that he was ready with an answer.
Seeing them high above, Skither raised one foreclaw and summoned them to
come down. As they drew closer he stepped out slowly toward the center
of the ledge. He wanted to choose the right words.
He exchanged simple greetings with the wolf, nodding passively at Kalus.
He addressed Akar first, and after several minutes the wolf nodded his
understanding and moved to wait at a far corner of the ledge, without
giving any indication what the answer had been. Turning his attention
to Kalus, the Mantis signaled his words slowly and carefully.
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