The thing grew by degrees, from the first builder’s hoarding which
Sam rented venturously for advertising space, to a comfortable little
business that ran itself by its own momentum long after he tired of its
comparative insignificance. With George, the start was all: he could
always plod where Sam had led, and as Sam had time to set the ball
rolling, and money enough to spoon-feed the infant business with
capital, George kept the thing in being by careful, steady management.
He hadn’t boasted when he told Anne he was steady.
Of course, Sam was impatient and deplored his active partner’s
inactivity. He grew tired of the gradual increase, but, all the same,
the business was unquestionably successful, and he relished hugely his
sense of being the power behind the throne, if only behind a small,
conservative, so lamentably unambitious throne. Sam also was among the
king makers.
The other, greater sequel to his reaction led to more pyrotechnical
results, and eventually to Sam’s launch on his career. Nothing happened
at first, and indeed for so long that he was feeling himself between
the devil of the estate office and the deep sea of George’s persistent
carefulness. The Chappie Bill-Posting Company was good enough for
George, but not for Sam: there were too many com petitors with too great
resources, while the estate office routine bored him, and opportunities
for piratical enterprise did not recur.
He felt, at twenty-four years of age, and at two pounds ten a week, that
he was growing old in service, he who was not meant to serve but to be
served.
But then--desolating thought--was he meant to be served? Had he lost, or
was he, at any rate, not losing the accent of speech and mind of those
who are served? He knew that his accent had touched pitch and been
defiled: those bawdy stories of his were told in the tongue of his
hearers, and there had been clients lately who had spoken to him,
when inspecting property, as if he were a clerk, and not a pleasant,
gentlemanly youth of obvious superiority to his present, no doubt
temporary, job. He had a sudden fear that the job might not be temporary
after all, and there followed a time when he was wholly bent on
self-improvement, when he abjured the narrow way of professional
text-books and read that he might become well-read, that he might
bandy allusions with those old school-fellows of his who had gone to
Universities, that he might, if he could not hope to shine, at least be
not outshone.
It wasn’t _pour le bon motif_, and he did not even pretend to like
the greater part of what he read. He crammed against the grain, and a
growing row of the “World’s Classics” figured on his shelf as trophies
of his perseverance. Industriously he rubbed away the rust which had
accumulated on his mind since it took its not very brilliant polish of
the Grammar School. He took down the dust-stained Gibbon he had won for
reading, and ploughed heroically through it.
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