Sam caught the infection, too, but hardly as a game. He hung on Peter’s
judgment with a deep anxiety, watched Peter flush and shuffle in his
chair, saw him take snuff nervously, trembled at the moment when Peter
seemed about to interrupt, sighed with relief when Peter sat back
silently again and waited feverishly for the chairman’s speech.
There would probably have been little doubt about Peter’s verdict had
Adams been an ordinary Concentric, lecturer and a member of the Society.
But he was neither, and was there by invitation. And he was not only of
Oxford, Peter’s University, but brilliantly of Oxford, of Balliol, with
academic honours thick upon him. If Peter thought, as Adams spoke, that
he ought to call him to order, he remembered that Adams was a Double
First, and desisted. He couldn’t be a hypocrite--because he had won the
Ireland. He was terribly in earnest now--because he had won the
Greek Verse Prize. He was single-minded, chivalrous, braving the
misapprehension of the scurrilous, open and honest--because he was a
Fellow of Balliol.
It did not matter to Peter that Adams’ father was the richest
parishioner in St. Mary’s; it mattered even less that Adams was
exquisitely dressed in exactly the shade of grey appropriate to an
ardent crusader. (“Look at his damned clothes,” Reed had whispered to
Stewart. “Hasn’t he thought it out?” He had: his clothes were chaste if
his lecture wasn’t.) But scholarship did matter to Peter, whose other
name was Charity, and once he had decided that Gerald was sincere, that
all he said was subordinate to and justified by high purpose, he was
generous, and the more generous because he had doubted.
“The subject of Mr. Adams’ lecture,” he said, “is like nettles: if it
is not handled boldly, it stings. I have nothing but praise for the
courage, the down rightness, the earnestness of his treatment of this
distressing evil. I think that we have all been deeply stirred by his
instances of man’s inhumanity to women. As a churchman I feel a special
responsibility and, may I say, a special gratitude to Mr. Adams for his
study of this subject. Medicine, as we all know, has its martyrs,
its research workers who sacrifice themselves for the health of their
fellowmen. Mr. Adams, who has examined this social sore so thoroughly,
at what cost in pain to himself only the most sensitive amongst us can
guess, deserves to be ranked with the martyrs of science....” And so on,
doubly handsome because he felt ashamed of himself for doubting Gerald’s
honesty, and made amends.
Adams had won his game, hands down. He thought the old boy gloriously
funny and he thought Sam Branstone, who rose when Peter sat down,
funnier still. Sam believed in striking while the iron was hot: he
didn’t want Peter to have the opportunity of changing his mind when he
came to think things over coolly.
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