The gentleman betrothed to Camille was a civil officer, a respectable
man, who was sincerely fond of her, and married her in spite of
everything. Caroline was engaged to a gentleman of property. He reasoned
more selfishly, plead the opposition of his family, and withdrew his
pretensions. Caroline was brave. Her weaker sister would have died of
grief; but she was not the one deserted. Weakness exacts respect oftener
than energy. Moral courage is something invisible, and it breaks down
silently. Killing a soul too leaves no trace. Therefore the strong are
always buffeted, and the weak are buoyed up always.
Fortunately for Caroline, her love had not been intense. Her heart,
which was naturally affectionate, had begun to feel some confidence and
sympathy; but the mysterious grief and the increasing illness of her
father very soon took such strong possession of her mind that she could
not permit herself to dwell much upon her own happiness. The love of a
noble young woman is a flower which opens in the sunshine of hope; but
all hopefulness on her own account was overshadowed by the feeling that
her father's life was swiftly gliding away. She saw in her betrothed
only a friend who would share with her the duty of weeping. Toward him
she felt gratitude and esteem; but grief stood in the way of elation and
enthusiasm. Passion had not had time to blossom.
Caroline was then rather bruised than broken by desertion. Her love for
her father was so great, and she mourned him so deeply, that the ruin of
her own future prospects seemed to her but a secondary grief. Though she
was not at all indignant, yet she was sensible of the injury, and while
she revenged herself only by forgetting, she preserved toward men a
certain vague resentment, which kept her from believing in love and from
listening to the flatteries addressed to her beauty up to the age at
which we now find her, cured, courageous, and sincerely believing
herself proof against all attraction.
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