It is unnecessary to recount the events of the years which we have just
made her pass over. All the world knows that the loss of a fortune,
small or great, does not become an accomplished fact visibly from one
day to the next. Settlements with creditors are attempted, a belief that
something may be saved from the wreck is entertained, a series of
uncertainties is passed through, of astonishments, hopes deferred, up to
the day when, seeing all efforts fruitless, the situation, good or bad,
is finally accepted. Camille was prostrated by this disaster, in which,
to the last moment, she refused to believe; but she was well married and
did not suffer any real hardship. Caroline, with more foresight, was
apparently less affected by the positive destitution which necessarily
fell upon her. Her brother-in-law would not entertain the thought of
their parting, and generously made her share the competence of his
family; but she understood perfectly that her support was gone, and her
pride increased on that account. Feeling that her sister lacked activity
and a sense of order, and seeing moreover that she would be subject from
year to year to the suffering and cares of maternity, Caroline became
the housekeeper, the nurse of the children, in short, the first
maid-servant of the little household, and into the austere duties of
this self-sacrifice she contrived to work so much grace, good sense, and
cheerfulness, that all was pleasant around her and she rendered more
good offices than she received. Then came the illness of her
brother-in-law, his death, the discovery of old debts which he had
concealed, intending to pay them off, gradually and easily, out of his
salary; in short, the embarrassment, anxiety, and trouble of Camille,
and, at last, the utter despondency and misery of the young widow.
We have seen that, for some time, Caroline had been hesitating between
the fear of leaving her sister alone and the desire to assist her by
some direct effort. There was, indeed, one wealthy gentleman, neither
young nor very gracious, who considered her a model housewife, and made
her an offer of marriage. Caroline felt, at first vaguely but afterwards
with sufficient clearness, that Camille wished her to sacrifice herself.
She then determined that she would indeed make the sacrifice, but in a
different way. She asked nothing better than to give up her freedom, her
independence, her time, her life; but to demand the offering up of
herself, soul and body, to procure a little more comfort for the
family,--this was too much. She pardoned in the mother her selfishness
as a sister, and without appearing to see it, she decided upon the
course which we have seen her take. She left Camille in a poor little
country home, rented in the neighborhood of Blois, and set out for
Paris, where we know she was kindly welcomed by Madame de Villemer,
whose history we have now also briefly to relate.
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