"You seem to be in a doubting mood to-day; you are not every day so
mistrustful."
"No, not every day; I am not naturally distrustful. Are you, M. de
Villemer?"
Urbain was always a little startled when questioned directly about
himself. It cost him an effort to interrogate others, and to be
questioned in return caused him a species of trouble.
"I," he answered, after a moment's hesitation,--"I do not know. I should
be very much at a loss how to tell you what I am--at this moment
especially."
"Yes, you appear to be preoccupied," rejoined Caroline; "do not make an
effort to speak to me, M. de Villemer."
"Pardon me, I want--I would like to speak with you; but it is a very
delicate matter. I do not know how to begin."
"Ah! indeed? You disquiet me a little. And yet it seems to me that it
will be well for me to know what you are thinking about just now."
"Well--yes, you are right. Quick, then, for we may be interrupted at any
moment. I shall not have to say much, I hope, to make you understand me.
I love my brother; to-day especially I love him tenderly. I am certain
of his sincerity; but his imagination is very lively,--you have just had
evidence of that. In short, if he has been a little too persistent in
his endeavor to change the unfavorable impression of him which perhaps
you may not have at all, and which, in any case, he does not merit but
to a certain degree, I would like to have you promise to speak of it to
my mother and to my mother only. Do not think it strange or impertinent
in me to volunteer my advice. I have such a desire to see my mother
happy, and I see so clearly that you already contribute largely to her
happiness, the society of an intelligent and worthy person is so
necessary to her, and it would probably be so impossible for her to
replace you, that I would, knowing you to be happy and satisfied in your
position, like to believe that you will always be with her. And now you
know the only thing upon which I have been preoccupied."
"I thank you for this explanation, M. de Villemer," replied Caroline,
"and I will confess I expected that your integrity would some day
consent to give it."
"My integrity? But my whole explanation consists in this: my brother is
light-hearted, amiable, and if his gayety has become painful to you, my
mother, able to restrain him and possessing in that respect an
ascendency over him which I cannot have, would on the one hand know how
to reassure you, and how on the other, to keep my brother's vivacity of
speech within proper bounds."
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