But Chilcote's gaze had wandered from his face and strayed to the
dressing-table; there it moved feverishly from one object to another.
“Loder,” he exclaimed, “do you see--can you see if there's a tube of
tabloids on the mantel-shelf--or on the dressing-table?” He lifted
himself nervously on his elbow and his eyes wandered uneasily about the
room. “I--I had a beastly night; my nerves are horribly jarred; and I
thought--I think--” He stopped.
With his increasing consciousness his nervous collapse became more
marked. At the first moment of waking, the relief of an unexpected
presence had surmounted everything else; but now, as one by one his
faculties stirred, his wretched condition became patent. With a new
sense of perturbation Loder made his next attack.
“Chilcote--” he began, sternly.
But again Chilcote caught his arm, plucking at the coat-sleeve. “Where
is it?” he said. “Where is the tube of tabloids--the sedative? I'm--I'm
obliged to take something when my nerves go wrong--” In his weakness and
nervous tremor he forgot that Loder was the sharer of his secret. Even
in his extremity his fear of detection clung to him limply--the lies
that had become second nature slipped from him without effort. Then
suddenly a fresh panic seized him; his fingers tightened spasmodically,
his eyes ceased to rove about the room and settled on his companion's
face. “Can you see it, Loder?” he cried. “I can't--the light's in my
eyes. Can you see it? Can you see the tube?” He lifted himself higher,
an agony of apprehension in his face.
Loder pushed him back upon the pillow. He was striving hard to keep his
own mind cool, to steer his own course straight through the chaos that
confronted him. “Chilcote,” he began once more, “you sent for me last
night, and I came the first thing this morning to tell you--” But there
he stopped.
With an excitement that lent him strength, Chilcote pushed aside his
hands. “God!” he said, suddenly, “suppose 'twas lost--suppose 'twas
gone!” The imaginary possibility gripped him. He sat up, his face livid,
drops of perspiration showing on his forehead, his whole shattered
system trembling before his thought.
At the sight, Loder set his lips. “The tube is on the mantel-shelf,” he
said, in a cold, abrupt voice.
A groan of relief fell from Chilcote and the muscles of his face
relaxed. For a moment he lay back with closed eyes; then the desire
that tortured him stirred afresh. He lifted his eyelids and looked at
his companion. “Hand it to me,” he said, quickly. “Give it to me. Give
it to me, Loder. Quick as you can! There's a glass on the table and
some whiskey and water. The tabloids dissolve, you know--” In his new
excitement he held out his hand.
But Loder stayed motionless. He had come to fight, to demand, to
plead--if need be--for the one hour for which he had lived; the hour
that was to satisfy all labor, all endeavor, all ambition. With dogged
persistence he made one more essay.
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