That she was Chilcote's wife Loder instinctively realized the moment she
entered the room. But a disconcerting confusion of ideas was all that
followed the knowledge. He stood by the desk, silent and awkward,
trying to fit his expectations to his knowledge. Then, faced by the
hopelessness of the task, he turned abruptly and looked at her again.
She had taken off her cloak and was standing by the fire. The compulsion
of moving through life alone had set its seal upon her in a certain
self-possession, a certain confidence of pose; yet her figure, as Loder
then saw it, backgrounded by the dark books and gowned in pale blue,
had a suggestion of youthfulness that seemed a contradiction. The
remembrance of Chilcote's epithets “cold” and “unsympathetic” came back
to him with something like astonishment. He felt no uncertainty, no
dread of discovery and humiliation in her presence as he had felt in
the maid's; yet there was something in her face that made him infinitely
more uncomfortable. A look he could find no name for--a friendliness
that studiously covered another feeling, whether question, distrust, or
actual dislike he could not say. With a strange sensation of awkwardness
he sorted Chilcote's letters, waiting for her to speak.
As if divining his thought, she turned towards him. “I'm afraid I rather
intrude,” she said. “If you are busy--”
His sense of courtesy was touched; he had begun life with a high opinion
of women, and the words shook up an echo of the old sentiment.
“Don't think that,” he said, hastily. “I was only looking through--my
letters. You mustn't rate yourself below letters.” He was conscious that
his tone was hurried, that his words were a little jagged; but Eve did
not appear to notice. Unlike Greening, she took the new manner without
surprise. She had known Chilcote for six years.
“I dined with the Fraides to-night,” she said. “Mr. Fraide sent you a
message.”
Unconsciously Loder smiled. There was humor in the thought of a message
to him from the great Fraide. To hide his amusement he wheeled one of
the big lounge-chairs forward.
“Indeed,” he said. “Won't you sit down?”
They were near together now, and he saw her face more fully. Again
he was taken aback. Chilcote had spoken of her as successful and
intelligent, but never as beautiful. Yet her beauty was a rare and
uncommon fact. Her hair was black--not a glossy black, but the dusky
black that is softer than any brown; her eyes were large and of a
peculiarly pure blue; and her eyelashes were black, beautifully curved
and of remarkable thickness.
“Won't you sit down?” he said again, cutting short his thoughts with
some confusion.
“Thank you.” She gravely accepted the proffered chair. But he saw that
without any ostentation she drew her skirts aside as she passed him. The
action displeased him unaccountably.
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