There was a silence--an uneasy break--after Loder spoke. The episode
of the telegram was, to all appearances, ordinary enough, calling forth
Eve's question and his own reply as a natural sequence; yet in the pause
that followed it each was conscious of a jar, each was aware that in
some subtle way the thread of sympathy had been dropped, though to one
the cause was inexplicable and to the other only too plain.
Loder watched the ghost of his message grow whiter and thinner, then
dissolve into airy fragments and flutter up the chimney. As the last
morsel wavered out of sight, he turned and looked at his companion.
“You almost made me commit myself,” he said. In the desire to hide his
feelings his tone was short.
Eve returned his glance with a quiet regard, but he scarcely saw it.
He had a stupefied sense of disaster; a feeling of bitter
self-commiseration that for the moment outweighed all other
considerations. Almost at the moment of justification the good of life
had crumbled in his fingers, the soil given beneath his feet, and with
an absence of logic, a lack of justice unusual in him, he let resentment
against Chilcote sweep suddenly over his mind.
Eve, still watching him, saw the darkening of his expression, and with a
quiet movement rose from her chair.
“Lady Sarah has a theatre-party to-night, and I am dining with her,” she
said. “It is an early dinner, so I must think about dressing. I'm sorry
you think I tried to draw you into anything. I must have explained
myself badly.” She laughed a little, to cover the slight discomfiture
that her tone betrayed, and as she laughed she moved across the room
towards the door.
Loder, engrossed in the check to his own schemes, incensed at the
suddenness of Chilcote's recall, and still more incensed at his own
folly in not having anticipated it, was oblivious for the moment of
both her movement and her words. Then, quite abruptly, they obtruded
themselves upon him, breaking through his egotism with something of the
sharpness of pain following a blow. Turning quickly from the
fireplace, he faced the shadowy room across which she had passed, but
simultaneously with his turning she gained the door.
The knowledge that she was gone struck him with a sense of double
loss. “Wait!” he called, suddenly moving forward. But almost at once he
paused, chilled by the solitude of the room.
“Eve!” he said, using her name unconsciously for the first time.
But the corridor, as well as the room, was empty; he was too late.
He stood irresolute; then he laughed shortly, turned, and passed back
towards the fireplace.
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