The blow had fallen, the inevitable come to pass, and nothing remained
but to take the fact with as good a grace as possible. Chilcote's
telegram had summoned him to Clifford's Inn at seven o'clock, and it was
now well on towards six. He pulled out his watch--Chilcote's watch he
realized, with a touch of grim humor as he stooped to examine the dial
by the light of the fire; then, as if the humor had verged to another
feeling, he stood straight again and felt for the electric button in the
wall. His fingers touched it, and simultaneously the room was lighted.
The abrupt alteration from shadow to light came almost as a shock. The
feminine arrangement of the tea-table seemed incongruous beside the
sober books and the desk laden with papers--incongruous as his own
presence in the place. The thought was unpleasant, and he turned aside
as if to avoid it; but at the movement his eyes fell on Chilcote's
cigarette-box with its gleaming monogram, and the whimsical suggestion
of his first morning rose again. The idea that the inanimate objects in
the room knew him for what he was--recognized the interloper where human
eyes saw the rightful possessor--returned to his mind. Through all his
disgust and chagrin a smile forced itself to his lips, and, crossing the
room for the second time, he passed into Chilcote's bedroom.
There the massive furniture and sombre atmosphere fitted better with
his mood than the energy and action which the study always suggested.
Walking directly to the great bed, he sat on its side and for several
minutes stared straight in front of him, apparently seeing nothing;
then at last the apathy passed from him, as his previous anger against
Chilcote had passed. He stood up slowly, drawing his long limbs
together, and recrossed the room, passing along the corridor and through
the door communicating with the rest of the house. Five minutes later he
was in the open air and walking steadily eastward, his hat drawn forward
and his overcoat buttoned up.
As he traversed the streets he allowed himself no thought, Once, as he
waited in Trafalgar Square to find a passage between the vehicles, the
remembrance of Chilcote's voice coming out of the fog on their first
night made itself prominent, but he rejected it quickly, guarding
himself from even an involuntary glance at the place of their meeting.
The Strand, with its unceasing life, came to him as something almost
unfamiliar. Since his identification with the new life no business had
drawn him east of Charing Cross, and his first sight of the narrower
stream of traffic struck him as garish and unpleasant. As the impression
came he accelerated his steps, moved by the wish to make regret and
retrospection alike impossible by a contact with actual forces.
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