As they crossed the hall, Chilcote had drawn away and was already
mounting the stairs. And as Loder followed, it came sharply to his mind
that here, in the slipshod freedom of a door that was always open and
stairs that were innocent of covering, lay his companion's real
niche--unrecognized in outward avowal, but acknowledged by the inward,
keener sense that manifests the individual.
In silence they mounted the stairs, but on the first landing Chilcote
paused and looked back, surveying Loder from the superior height of two
steps.
“I did very well at first,” he said. “I did very well--I almost
followed your example, for a week or so. I found myself on a sort of
pinnacle--and I clung on. But in the last ten days I've--I've rather
lapsed.”
“Why?” Loder avoided looking at his face; he kept his eyes fixed
determinately on the spot where his own hand gripped the banister.
“Why?” Chilcote repeated. “Oh, the prehistoric tale--weakness stronger
than strength. I'm-I'm sorry to come down on you like this, but it's the
social side that bowls me over. It's the social side I can't stick.”
“The social side? But I thought--”
“Don't think. I never think; it entails such a constant upsetting of
principles and theories. We did arrange for business only, but one
can't set up barriers. Society pushes itself everywhere nowadays--into
business most of all. I don't want you for theatre-parties or dinners.
But a big reception with a political flavor is different. A man has to
be seen at these things; he needn't say anything or do anything, but
it's bad form if he fails to show up.”
Loder raised his head. “You must explain,” he said, abruptly.
Chilcote started slightly at the sudden demand.
“I--I suppose I'm rather irrelevant,” he said, quickly. “Fact is,
there's a reception at the Bramfells' to-night. You know Blanche
Bramfell--Viscountess Bramfell, sister to Lillian Astrupp.” His
words conveyed nothing to Loder, but he did not consider that. All
explanations were irksome to him and he invariably chafed to be done
with them.
“And you've got to put in an appearance--for party reasons?” Loder broke
in.
Chilcote showed relief. “Yes. Old Fraide makes rather a point of it--so
does Eve.” He said the last words carelessly; then, as if their sound
recalled something, his expression changed. A touch of satirical
amusement touched his lips and he laughed.
“By-the-way, Loder,” he said, “my wife was actually tolerant of me for
nine or ten days after my return. I thought your representation was to
be quite impersonal? I'm not jealous,” he laughed. “I'm not jealous, I
assure you; but the burned child shouldn't grow absentminded.”
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