The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2) — John Shaqi
The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2)St. Aubyn, Alan
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The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2)
St. Aubyn, Alan
Cambridge (England) -- Fiction; School principals -- Fiction; Students -- Fiction
'You must get me a volume of his sermons, my dear--his first sermons;
I may have forgotten some of them; and Mary shall read them. It will
not be like hearing his voice, but--it--it will bring back something of
the old time.'
Lucy stayed longer than she had intended at the lodge. She had only
reckoned to look in and pay a short visit to each sick-room, and have a
chat with Cousin Mary, and go away; but she had to go to the Master's
library and fetch that volume of sermons before she went.
The Senior Tutor was sitting down in the Master's place at the Master's
writing-table, answering the Master's letters, when Lucy went into
the library. It would be his own place soon. He usually came over to
the lodge for an hour in the afternoon now, and attended to whatever
college business there might be to attend to, and look through the
Master's college correspondence. He used to go through it with Mary
once, when she opened the Master's letters; now he went through it
alone.
He rose when Lucy came in, and made her sit down in her old seat by the
window. He wanted her to talk about herself. He was sure she missed his
help; she would never be able to pass the Little-go without some more
lessons.
They taught beautifully at Newnham. They teach conscientiously at
women's colleges: they don't believe in tips and short-cuts, and mere
getting up of likely passages; they plod industriously through the
dull, dreary round. The Senior Tutor didn't believe in Lucy's plodding;
he would have liked to give her a tip or two.
Lucy declined to talk about herself; she was full of the dear old
people upstairs, and the affecting scene she had witnessed in the
Master's room.
'He is getting weaker every day, in body as well as mind,' the Tutor
said thoughtfully. 'He has not had nearly such good nights lately.'
Unconsciously he was keeping a barometric measure of the Master's
increasing weakness. It is not an ennobling thing to wait for dead
men's shoes.
'No-o,' said Lucy, 'but I hope she will go first;' and then she burst
into tears. 'Oh, I don't know how we shall tell her that he is gone!'
'Do you think at her age she would feel it so keenly? The separation
could not be long.'
'Oh, you don't know what her love is. It seems only to have grown with
the years.'
The Tutor sighed, and looked out of the window into the garden beneath,
and his thoughts wandered away to a time long past, when such a love
might have been his. Perhaps his fancy had gone back to a brown-haired
girl, who had waited for him until her face had grown wan and her eyes
sad with waiting, and who had not had Mrs. Rae's patience. Well, she
would have been old and florid and stout now, and her sweet face--it
was sweet once--would have been seamed and wrinkled with the cares of,
oh, so many children!
Well, it was just as well as it was. The Tutor recalled his wandering
thoughts, and looked at Lucy.
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