The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2) — John Shaqi
The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2)St. Aubyn, Alan
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The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2)
St. Aubyn, Alan
Cambridge (England) -- Fiction; School principals -- Fiction; Students -- Fiction
She was quite worth looking at as she sat in the window-seat. Her face
was graver and sadder, and her eyes were steadier, and her lips were
not so loose as they once were. It is astonishing how girls' lips
tighten after six months in a women's college. Perhaps this is due to
their difficulties with mathematics, and to the anxiety that ethics and
Latin prose give them, to say nothing of modern languages and natural
science.
She had certainly grown more womanly since she had been at Newnham:
that added seriousness supplied just the charm that was lacking.
Perhaps it was quite as well that brown-haired girl had not waited.
'Do you think you could love anyone so long, Lucy?' he said presently.
It was not the words, but the voice in which he said them, that
made Lucy look up and her face grow warm beneath his eyes. She was
dreadfully angry with herself for blushing. It was quite idiotic for a
girl to turn as red as a poppy when a man old enough to be her father
addressed her.
She shook her head.
'Not a man you loved very much, Lucy? Mrs. Rae must have loved the
Master dearly for her love to have lasted so long. I'm afraid to say
how many years she waited for him.' And again the Tutor sighed: that
brown-haired girl had soon grown sick of waiting.
Again Lucy shook her head.
'I am not like the Master's wife,' she said.
She was thinking of Wyatt Edgell. Why would men make such large demands
upon a woman? All women were not made on such large lines. Why would
they not be content with a little reasonable love--the calm, steady
flame that would burn very well if nothing happened to put it out? What
more could they want?
'I think you would make quite as good a Master's wife,' he said,
bending over her with that warm light in his eyes that had brought the
poppy-colour to her cheeks; and he had taken her hand. 'I think your
love will be quite as well worth winning. I hope yours will be as happy
a life, dear Lucy, as hers, and that it will be crowned with a fuller
and more perfect joy----'
There is no knowing what would have happened if Lucy had not at that
moment suddenly remembered that Mrs. Rae was waiting for the book of
sermons she had sent her to fetch. She snatched her hand away from the
Senior Tutor's just in time, and made a hurried excuse that Mrs. Rae
was waiting for her to read to her; and she took the first volume of
the Master's sermons she found on the shelf, and ran out of the room.
She could hardly trust herself to read to Mrs. Rae. She made a dreadful
mess of her favourite sermon. Whatever other talents she had developed
at Newnham, she had not developed a talent for reading sermons. It
brought the tears into the dear woman's eyes to hear her; she thought
of the kind voice that was so sweet to her ears, that she had last
heard breathing those well-remembered words, and she turned her worn
white face to the pillow to hide her tears.
'You are sure the Master is no worse to-day?' she said to Lucy as she
came away.
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