They were talking of the day of departure for the distinguished guest,
and arranging for some kind of triumphal procession to escort him to
White River. But he would not set the time, shrinking from this act, as
if all were not yet done. There came a warm, glowing day early in
September, and at night after the pipes were lighted the surgeon and the
Master strolled off in the direction of the pool, arm in arm. There had
been no talk that day, the surgeon apparently shrinking from coming to
the last grapple with one whose faiths were so important to him as the
Master's.
"The flowers are dying: they tell me it's time to move on," said the
surgeon. "And yet, my dear host, I go without the Secret, without
understanding All!"
"Perhaps there is no inner Secret," the Master smiled. "It is all here
before you."
"I know that--you have been very good to me, shared everything. If I
have not learned the Secret, it is my fault, my incapacity. But--" and
the gay tone dropped quickly and a flash of bitterness succeeded--"I at
least know that there _is_ a Secret!"
They sat down on the marble bench and looked into the water, each
thinking his thoughts. Suddenly the surgeon began to speak, hesitantly,
as if there had long been something in his mind that he was compelled to
say.
"My friend," he said, "I too have something to tell--the cause within
the cause, the reason of the reason--at least, sometimes I think it is!
The root reason for all--unhappiness, defeat, for the shaking hand and
the jesting voice. And I want you to hear it--if you will."
The Master raised his face from the pool but said never a word. The
surgeon continued, his voice trembling at times, though he spoke
slowly, evidently trying to banish all feeling.
"It is a common enough story at the start, at least among men of our
kind. You know that I was trained largely in Europe. My father had the
means to give me the best, and time to take it in. So I was over there,
before I came back to St. Jerome's, three, four years at Paris, Munich,
Vienna, all about.... While I was away I lived as the others, for the
most part--you know our profession--and youth. The rascals are pretty
much the same to-day, I judge from what my friends say of their sons!
Well, at least I worked like the devil, and was decent.... Oh, it isn't
for that I'm telling the tale! I was ambitious, then. And the time came
to go back, as it does in the end, and I took a few weeks' run through
Italy as a final taste of the lovely European thing, and came down to
Naples to get the boat for New York. I've never been back to Naples
since, and that was twenty-six years ago this autumn. But I can see the
city always as it was then! The seething human hive--the fellows piling
in the freight to the music of their songs--the fiery mouth of Vesuvius
up above. And the soft, dark night with just a plash of waves on the
quay!"
The Master listened, his eyes again buried in the water at their feet.
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