"Well, _she_ was there on board, of course--looking out also into that
warm dark night and sighing for all that was to be lost so soon. There
were few passengers in those days.... She was my countrywoman, and
beautiful, and there was something--at least so I thought then--of
especial sweetness in her eyes, something strong in her heart. She was
engaged to a man living somewhere in the States, and she was going back
to marry him. Why she was over there then I forget, and it is of no
importance. I think that the man was a doctor, too--in some small
city.... I loved her!"
The Master raised his eyes from the pool and leaning on his folded arms
looked into the surgeon's face.
"I am afraid I never thought much about that other fellow--never have to
this day! That was part of the brute I am--to see only what is before my
eyes. And I knew by the time we had swung into the Atlantic that I
wanted that woman as I had never wanted things before. She stirred me,
mind and all. Of course it might have been some one else--any one you
will say--and if she had been an ordinary young girl, it might have gone
differently? It is one of the things we can't tell in this life. There
was something in that woman that was big all through and roused the
spirit in me. I never knew man or woman who thirsted more for greatness,
for accomplishment. Perhaps the man she was to marry gave her little to
hope for--probably it was some raw boy-and-girl affair such as we have
in America.... The days went by, and it was clearer to both of us what
must be. But we didn't speak of it. She found in me, I suppose, the
power, the sort of thing she had missed in the other. I was to do all
those grand things she was so hot after. I have done some of them too.
But that was when she had gone and I no longer needed her.... I needed
her then, and I took her--that is all.
"The detail is old and dim--and what do you care to hear of a young
man's loves! Before we reached port it was understood between us. I told
her I wanted her to leave the other chap--he was never altogether clear
to me--and to marry me as soon as she could. We did not stumble or slide
into it, not in the least: we looked it through and through--that was
her kind and mine. How she loved to look life in the face! I have found
few women who like that.... In the end she asked me not to come near
her the last day. She would write me the day after we had landed, either
yes or no. So she kissed me, and we parted still out at sea."
All the Brothers had left the court and the arcades, where they had been
strolling, and old Sam was putting out the Inn lights. But the two men
beside the pool made no movement. The west wind still drew in down the
valley with summer warmth and ruffled the water at their feet.
"My father met me at the dock--you know he was the first surgeon at St.
Jerome's before me. My mother was with him.... But as she kissed me I
was thinking of that letter.... I knew it would come. Some things must!
Well, it came."
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